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Hail, O Glorious Ones of the Light of Cosmic Freedom!
I AM the Goddess of Freedom! And I am so very happy to be here that I cannot even tell you how happy I am - but in a moment I shall tell you why! [19-second standing ovation]
Please be seated, beloved ones.
I remember the day when the Messenger discovered me in my statue that is above the nation's Capitol. And I remember her pondering on my heart and her recognition of myself as more than a mere statue but, indeed, as the cosmic embodiment of Cosmic Freedom to all systems of worlds. And I am grateful that the thoughtform of my Presence did indeed find its way to that Capitol dome.
Therefore, beloved ones, I have been under the order of the Solar Logoi in higher octaves beyond higher octaves - higher than you might realize. And only from time to time have I been allowed to truly roll up my sleeves and get involved with the sons and daughters of Freedom on planet earth.
Well, beloved hearts, not only am I called but I am commanded to descend to this level and this octave of earth, which is the level of the Heart of the Inner Retreat and its congruency with the Western Shamballa.
I have come, therefore, to lend all of my being, all of my Causal Body, all that I AM to Saint Germain and Portia, to the Goddess of Liberty, to all [who are] of the Seventh Ray and especially to you and you and you, whom I love so very much!
I AM the Flame of Freedom that speaks and I ask you to sing that mantra to me in this very moment, for I desire to hear it and to hear your voices. For it is my voice too, for I AM now the Flame of Freedom that can speak in this octave, and it is because, beloved, of the great efforts of the Lightbearers of the world. And those who have made that great effort and who have given the call have allowed this dispensation, which I tell you is rare, to take place.
Therefore, please let us sing "The Flame of Freedom Speaks."
The Flame of Freedom speaks -
The Flame of Freedom within each heart.
The Flame of Freedom saith unto all:
Come apart now and be a separate and chosen people, elect unto God - men who have chosen their election well, who have determined to cast their lot in with the immortals. These are they who have set their teeth with determination, who have said:
I will never give up
I will never turn back
I will never submit
I will bear the Flame of Freedom unto my Vict'ry
I will bear this flame in honor
I will sustain the glory of Life within my nation
I will sustain the glory of Life within my being
I will win my ascension
I will forsake all idols and
I will forsake the idol of my outer self
I will have the glory of my immaculate divinely
conceived Self manifesting within me
I AM Freedom and
I AM determined to be Freedom
I AM the Flame of Freedom and
I AM determined to bear it to all
I AM God's Freedom and He is indeed free
I AM freed by his Power and his Power is supreme
I AM fulfilling the purposes of God's kingdom
I AM a Divine Mother of Freedom. I have lived in many ages. I have seen enslavement. I have seen tyranny. I have seen power in the hands of evil forces exclusively. You think that your rights are stepped on by this little this and this little that. Well, I tell you, beloved ones, Freedom is a new adventure on planet earth, relatively speaking, except for the past golden ages.
I have lived in an hour when I was under the fiercest of dark tyrants. And by the flame within my heart I determined with the deepest determination of my being that I would be free, that I would come out from under the yoke of these fallen angels. I knew who they were, I recognized them and they recognized me. Therefore, they enslaved me and dealt with me with such brutality as you cannot imagine. It was difficult to convince my fellow slave companions of the evil of these fallen ones or that we must band together to overthrow them.
These were dark, dark days on planet earth, when earth was in a Kali Yuga,1 experiencing that darkness getting darker, just as you are [experiencing it today] in some places. But surely [it is] getting lighter in your hearts and in the Heart of the Inner Retreat.
I tell you, one does not become the Goddess of Freedom without doing battle with every force of anti-Freedom at all levels of the Matter cosmos. Yes, beloved, the title "Goddess" signifies that I have met and defeated every tyrant who has ever dared to attack me! [12-second applause]
When I was a novice I lost some battles, but I mounted a fervent effort to see to it that I would not be vulnerable again in that point where I had been defeated. And thus, in each and every battle and duel with the forces of Darkness, I learned to know the chinks in my own armour. And each and every time, I said to myself this vow: "This is the last time you will be defeated on that point!" And I did say to the enemy: "You will not find an opening there again!"
I recommend this to you, beloved ones. Find those chinks! Find those weaknesses! Make them your greatest strengths. Do not disgrace the God who lives in you by being defeated twice by the same enemy, even the same one who comes in the many disguises of many different people.
Yes, beloved, be analysts of your mind, your consciousness, your heart. Shore up your being. Balance your heart flame. Balance the substances you take into your bodies. And do not be found in a weak moment, waking or sleeping, caught off guard (which means off or out of balance) and therefore allowing a fallen one to thrust home and to bind you and to hold you under his foot.
Yes, beloved, they fight to the end, their own end, and they know their end is coming. They are the ones who have nothing to lose. You are the ones who have everything to lose - your life, your soul, your attainment of all past ages and your ascension in the Light, your divine plan, your mission, why you are here on earth.
Yes, you have all these things to lose in an unguarded moment. Watch the hours! Watch the day! Watch your consciousness!
I AM a Mother. I need tools. I require all of your Freedom songs, [especially] your Freedom songs to Saint Germain and your patriotic songs. I need them on compact discs because I would have you play them again and again. For I would provide for Saint Germain and Portia the means, [the instrumentation,] whereby you do not lose the high vibration that is present right here, so much so that you can touch it physically.
And the songs of Freedom of all ages, such as Finlandia, do awaken the soul, do remind the soul [of her origin and destiny in the God of Freedom]. The soul comes out of her density and says, "This is why I am here! This is why I am born! I will charge this day and every day [with the flame of Freedom] and give my life to my Creator."
You will know the difference when you see the Goddess of Freedom in the land. You will see how Freedom will be misqualified when a greater Freedom is in the earth. Therefore I tell you, bind the fallen ones who misuse Freedom! This is the trust of the Solar Logoi in the Keepers of the Flame. This is the trust of the Lords of Karma: that you will make the call for the binding of those who misuse Freedom in every way.
You have seen mass destruction come to South Central Los Angeles. You have seen that Freedom flame perverted in a demonstration that ought to have been for the rights of the individual, for liberty and for a much higher standard on the part of law enforcement. Yes, beloved ones, you have seen individuals crumble because they have not kept a standard.
But, beloved ones, what a shame that the people do not have the Teachings [of the Ascended Masters] and therefore all they know is to resort to destruction! Imagine that force tied together, focused together, invoking the violet flame, calling for the binding of the dweller-on-the-threshold of the fallen ones and those who cause the little people to submit in an unwarranted manner to systems and conditions that do not allow their souls to blossom, their spirits to be infired with godly principles and their minds to be educated so that they are not the homeless, they are not on welfare and they are not at the bottom of society. [11-second applause]
Let us rerecord all of the violet flame decrees. Let us record them for the new students. Let us record them at an accelerated level. Beloved ones, the violet flame is the key! And when the elementals receive it and the people receive it, I tell you there is always some misqualification of Freedom. Therefore, you who know the science of the seven rays and of the chakras must not let go of Archangel Michael's sword, must not fail to call to Astrea daily for the binding of the forces who, [if you don't,] will simply have a heyday [as they misuse the violet flame that is released through your decrees] and make more karma for Saint Germain and Portia.
I speak to all Keepers of the Flame in the world: Let your keeping of the flame be the multiplying of your flame. Give the teaching, sponsor other souls and be willing to understand that forces assail them also. You must make your calls for their protection. You must make calls for the binding of their dweller-on-the-threshold and all forces surrounding them that would keep them from entering in to this mighty opportunity that is offered.
I do not come alone, beloved hearts. A Goddess never travels alone! I come with legions upon legions, millions of angels of Cosmic Freedom in the service of the Divine Mother of Freedom that I AM.
Therefore, earth has new guests who will become permanent residents so long as Keepers of the Flame continue to invoke the flame [of Freedom]. And if you tire of invoking it, [please] do not tire of singing its songs. They are devotional. They open your hearts. They are a cleansing of the desire [body] and the emotions. Singing the songs of Freedom to the beings of Freedom, beloved, is the best means to keep the desire body of the planet in check.
Summer is a time for unexpected happenings because of the energies of the emotional, or astral, quadrant.2 Therefore anticipate that you will have your work cut out for you and know that you already have the pledge of all [ascended hosts] who have come to this conference, who will stand by you.
Do not give up! Do not say die! Push through in that department! Push through in that situation! Push through in that Congress! Push through in the elections! And see to it that at least you invoke the Presence of God over those who have made a mess of this country. See that you bind their dweller-on-the-threshold in the name of God and call for the Cosmic Christs to overshadow them.
Defend your rights, your property rights, your geothermal-well rights, your right to be the Buddha in this place, your right to worship, your right to have decent housing for your families, decent schoolhouses for your children, your right to know the abundant life. Beloved ones, assert it! Treasure map for it. Plan it, decree it, do it! You have the land, but you must put on it what you need.
Let the thousands and the ten thousands now show their faces in support of Saint Germain, the God of Freedom to the earth, and to Portia, the Goddess of Opportunity, and to all the mighty ones who stand and still stand. This is my decree! This is my battle cry! This is my plea to you! We must multiply the numbers.
Who will come forward with what it takes to put these teachings through satellite to all the stations in the world that broadcast the English language? Who will do that?
If that person or persons are not here, beloved ones, then let them be invoked! There is a pyramid of individuals who come from all over the world who should be here and must be here. I say, cut them free! Call to their souls! Meet them at the retreats at night. And, above all, do it simply. Put up your posters, invite people over [to your house] or rent a hall for a nominal fee (or get one free) and show those tapes and give that teaching from your heart. Learn to do it better by coming to Summit University. And know that the earth is the Lord's and the fullness thereof, [the world and they that dwell therein].3 And all the people of Light, they are the owners of the earth. Let us get on with it!
I AM the Goddess of Freedom. Now plan with me. Now put yourself on the line of a certain service - the one so important to all of us, the education of children. Soon these children will be adults. Now they are babes in your arms, and before ten or fifteen years have passed they will be the wise ones among you.
Let them be loved! Let them be entertained with joy! Let them study earnestly. Let them become who they are. Take care of the children - take care of them!
There are many in my bands who would come with you, beloved, who would be here now. Pray that they might enter [through the portals of birth], and when they do, know your own psychology and give them that which they need. Do not pass on to them the [karmic/psychological] flaws of generations preceding you.
They are Lightbearers, and when you come to the hour when you can fight no more in the physical octave, they will pick up your sword. They will look into [your eyes] with the most loving and shining eyes and say, "Mother, father, teacher, sponsor, we will carry on! We will fight the fight until we see Saint Germain's great golden age come."
O beloved ones, the years pass swiftly and the hours. And the fallen ones have also heard me. They would move quickly to "beat you to the punch," as they say, but you will not allow it! This I know.
I AM a Mother's heart. I AM a Mother's heart who has protected her young, and millions of her young across the planetary systems, from tyrants such as these who have journeyed far from other planetary homes to torment the children of God who [still] have the seed of God and the genes of Almighty God on planet earth. Thus, they come to steal your genes and they would, if they could, steal your threefold flame.
They cannot steal it, beloved ones, but they will taunt and tempt you and push and push you [to the end that] finally that deep-seated anger may rise up in you and they may cause you to lose that threefold flame. Therefore, do not allow yourself to be picked on by lesser devils or the greatest hierarchs among the Watchers. But remember, they will try every way to needle you or to take a needle and put you to sleep so that you will not rise to your victorious day and to the sun of Helios and Vesta.
I appeal now to the Holy Christ Self of each one here and all Lightbearers of the world: In the name of God, I call to the Holy Christ Self to descend now into the temple of every Lightbearer upon earth, those aborning in the womb, those waiting in the etheric octave to embody. I call for a special dispensation from the Cosmic Christ, from Lord Krishna that the soul, the four lower bodies, the mind and the heart of every Lightbearer might receive an infusion of that Cosmic Christ consciousness through you, beloved Holy Christ Self.
Therefore, now let that which can be assimilated even to the level of the physical body be transmitted. This is the dispensation of the Solar Logoi. This "blood transfusion" of the very Body and Blood of your Holy Christ Self is a means whereby you can retain the vibration, the Light,4 the memory and the joy in the Heart of the Inner Retreat.
I AM the Goddess of Freedom. I have much to tell you. I shall tell you things, each one personally. I shall tell you in the retreats, I shall tell you as I walk at your side. I multiply myself, as many times as necessary, without dilution. For I AM the Goddess of Freedom. My hour has come. Your hour has come. We are teammates! Let us go forward and play to win! [36-second standing ovation]
This dictation by the Goddess of Freedom was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet following the dictation by Saint Germain on Saturday, July 4, 1992, during the ten-day conference FREEDOM 1992: "Joy in the Heart" held at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana. [N.B. Throughout this Pearl, bracketed material denotes words unspoken yet implicit in the dictation, added by the Messenger under the Goddess of Freedom's direction for clarity in the written word.]
The "Nice" Mommy: The Personality Underneath, the Reward, the Price
In June I decided that I would finally make a determined effort to face and overcome the momentums of anger I had allowed to mess up my life. Once I made that decision, I was led to two books that helped me greatly. The first was The Inner Enemy: How to Fight Fair with Yourself by Dr. George Bach and Laura Torbet (William Morrow and Company, 1983). The second was Creative Aggression by Dr. George R. Bach and Dr. Herb Goldberg (Doubleday and Company, 1974).
The Inner Enemy shows ways of learning about the different aspects of the individual dweller-on-the-threshold and keeping track of them. The authors' theory is that we have to accommodate the dweller (they call it a "twerp") and make deals with it; then we can live in peace with it. From reading this book, I learned that to get a handle on the dweller and eventually defeat it, I had to become aware of how it was influencing me - but I did not buy into the belief that the "twerp" could not be defeated.
Creative Aggression shows ways of dealing with anger, none of which particularly impressed me. What did impress me was Dr. Bach and Dr. Goldberg's description of personality traits of different types of "nice" people. (M. Scott Peck would have called them "People of the Lie.") One description in particular triggered a major breakthrough in my consciousness. The description follows (from pages 19-21):
The "nice" mommy does everything for everybody in the family, and rarely asks for anything in return. She works herself "to the bone," even when she's feeling sick, which is fairly often. The house is kept immaculately clean and there is always a favorite goodie cooking on the stove or sitting in the refrigerator. The "nice" mommy worries a lot about everybody: whether they've eaten enough, are at home on time, or are dressed properly. She rarely buys clothing, because she doesn't like to spend money on herself. She is a good listener, particularly to tales of woe and misfortune.
Every once in a while, more frequently as the children grow older, the "nice" mommy goes into vicious outbursts. She screams, threatens, calls people ungrateful, and makes everybody feel guilty. There's no talking to her during these rages. But afterward she calms down and becomes "nice" again. As her children grow older, and the prospect of their leaving home arises, the "nice" mommy often acts as if she may be on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
THE PERSONALITY UNDERNEATH The "nice" mommy comes from a strict, moralistic background, where as a child she was told to be seen but not heard. When she became openly angry she was immediately punished for being disrespectful. She was brought up to believe that being a wife and mother were the most important things she could do, and that "good" women always loved their husbands and their children. She wasn't allowed to develop a mind of her own, or to live independently. She married fairly young, and never really broke the ties with her parents. At marriage she was emotionally still a child.
Secretly, she envies her friends who broke away from family ties and experimented, sexually and with freer lifestyles. She feels deprived, and is inwardly very resentful of being a wife and mother. But she has a strong conscience, and would never fully admit this resentment to herself. To keep these feelings in control, and to prove to herself and to others what a good mother she really is, she works herself "to the bone." Every once in a while, however, her resentment comes pouring through. She says she overprotects her children because she cares so much, but the underlying motive is more to control them, and prevent them from becoming too strong and free.
The "nice" mommy feels inadequate, because she was never allowed to develop her potentials. Therefore, she gets attention and importance through her illnesses, aches, and pains. She is unable to gain attention and importance directly, because she is afraid of being directly assertive and saying "I want." Instead, like a child, she expects to be given to.
THE REWARD The "nice" mommy is told by everybody what a fine person she is, and this reassures her somewhat. She rules the house, and basically everyone is afraid of her, because she makes them feel constantly in debt to her. By always doing things for others, particularly her children, she makes them dependent and keeps them under control. Family problems can always be blamed on somebody else, because her motives are so "pure." Her being so busy all the time is a permanent excuse for not having to be involved in outside social activities. These would frighten her, because she avoids situations where she is not in complete control.
THE PRICE The "nice" mommy is emotionally very destructive. She gives off confusing indirect messages of "I love you" and "I hate you." Every time her children show signs of independence, she makes them feel selfish and guilty. After all, "nice" mommy is working so hard. How could anyone even think of abandoning her?
She is a powerful tyrant who skillfully utilizes indirect aggression. Her controlling tools are guilt, illness, and "morality." Even daddy becomes merely a passive shadow who gives up, because there's no way of winning against "nice" mommy.
The above description fits my paternal grandmother to a T. She had a major influence on me, as she lived in the same house with us for most of the first twenty years or so of my life.
When I read this description, I saw that the anger I had was also in my father and my brother and that it had been inculcated in us through my grandmother. I also saw the pattern of my anger and emotional tantrums diagramed on the Cosmic Clock. I recognized them as a perversion of the "yellow cross": The fuel for the explosion is the misqualifications of the 2/8 (Pisces/Virgo) axis - fear, doubt, human questioning, frustration, anxiety and the sense of injustice. (My sun is in Pisces and my rising sign is Virgo.) The fuse is the perversion of the 11 o'clock line (Sagittarius) - the slow burn of resentment. The fuse is lit by the perversions of the 5 o'clock line (Gemini) - envy and jealousy. The detonation cap is in the center of the clock, manifesting as an attack on my sense of self-worth, which was undermined by my grandmother's manipulations and my parents' unwillingness to stand up to her for me.
Since the end of June, I have been making calls on this configuration daily, and the results have been wondrous!
In Creative Aggression, Dr. Bach and Dr. Goldberg also describe how we repress aggressions when we are not allowed or are unable to express them. On page 50 they write:
When open aggressive expression or interpersonal encounters are suppressed, either for conscious reasons, such as the desire to be polite or "nice," or for deeper motivations, such as the fear of angry interchanges, these feelings are not lost. Rather, they are driven underground, so to speak, and re-emerge transformed behind socially acceptable masks.
Suppression of the expression of angry feelings may begin a spiral of complicated communication entanglements. For example, a ... four-year-old is prevented from expressing resentment, jealousy, and rage over the birth of a sibling. The parents keep informing the child of how lucky and happy he should feel to have a new brother or sister and how naughty it is to be jealous or selfish. To win the parents' approval, these feelings are repressed.
When I read the last sentence, I had a vision of "little, wet nasties" floating around in my emotional body waiting to explode at a moment's notice. I have been making daily calls for the binding and transmutation of all repressed aggressions. I have also been making calls that if it is not the right cycle for me to deal with any specific repressed aggressions that they be gathered together and sealed in a sphere of blue fire until the time appointed by God for me to deal with them.
At the end of July I took a weekend course called Life Training, sponsored by the Kairos Foundation. I learned a number of techniques to help me deal with my psychology. Basically, I learned to listen to what my carnal mind tells me when I am going through disturbing episodes in my life. (This applies to both present events and records of the past that are coming up for transmutation.) Once my carnal mind has vented itself, I can look objectively at what it has said and refute whatever needs to be refuted, which is usually 97 to 99 percent.
I have supplemented the techniques I learned in this course with decrees to the violet flame. This has enabled me to work through a number of events that have been a burden to me most of my life, including experiences in the womb.
You had recommended that I listen to the Steven Acuff tapes on the macrobiotic diet and adjust my diet so that my internal organs would be less burdened. Mr. Acuff mentioned that if a man wanted to lose a great deal of weight, he should refrain from animal protein and bread and flour products for three months. I have been doing this for a month and a half. I lost almost fifteen pounds the first month without even trying. I weigh myself once a month, so my next weigh-in will be at the end of this month.
Since I started making the calls on my psychology and changed my diet, a number of people have told me they have never seen me so "clear" and that my personality has lightened up greatly. I affirm that I do not remember ever being as happy and at peace as I have been these last few months.
I know there is more to deal with and that my battles are not over by a long shot, but I feel confident that with your love and support and the techniques I have learned - along with the violet flame - I will be victorious!
A few days before the recent tragic plane crash in Amsterdam it crossed my mind that, despite the heavy air traffic over towns, it is a rare occurrence for planes to crash over populated areas.
After the crash, I mentioned to my husband that this thought had occurred to me. Immediately he said, "You should have made the call for the averting of such a situation."
Knowing full well from the Teachings - and also from experience - that "the call compels the answer," I know that indeed I should have made the call. Through the intervention of the Ascended Masters, the tragedy might have been averted or mitigated to some degree.
I write this to remind others to heed such thoughts that cross their minds, to treat them as possible warnings and to immediately make the call to the ascended hosts to take command.