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I AM come in the fullness of the Mercy of this fire. And I bear it, beloved, for you have cared to be here this day and to understand the great array of Mercy's flame. As plumes of a peacock, so there is the array of the uses of Mercy's ray.
Beloved hearts, I welcome you to my heart!
So, then, be seated in the lotus of Kuan Yin.
Mercy is a power of endowment. For to give Mercy endows you with power - the power of complete soul liberation whereby you let go and the temptation toward resentment or revenge or envy or covetousness is utterly consumed by your love for Mercy itself. Love for the flame of Mercy is love for the immortelles that blossom releasing the fragrance of the tender mercies of our God.
How is the violet flame of the seventh age come now to its time and season? How do the many gravitate, then, toward that living flame of the Seventh Ray?
As I, too, have served as the Chohan of the Seventh Ray,1 so, beloved, you must aspire to an office on this ray, for it is the ray of the Aquarian age. Therefore, let the very substance of the fat of non-Mercy and of hardness of heart be dispelled in each of the four lower bodies that the heart may breathe, that the pores and the cells and the atoms of the heart may have the inbreath and the outbreath of Mercy's flame!
The merciful heart is the heart of God. This is a basic truth. The conclusion is that when you have the merciful heart, you are the heart of God in manifestation.
Mercy, then, is extended to all of the Lightbearers of the cosmos this day as renewed opportunity - renewed opportunity, I say, to make your peace with the Divine Mother, to so come into congruence with her manifestation and her flame that you, beloved, are in that center, that poise, that point of God that is an interval in the cosmos.
Having the merciful heart and blazing the power of Mercy as a sun of Mercy: to this office I call you. The violet flame of itself is Mercy's flame of transmutation, forgiving and forgetting, erasing with a cosmic eraser all that never should have been.
There are those who lead astray and there are those who are led astray. There are fallen angels who have sworn enmity against God. These, beloved ones, do not repent of their deeds. Therefore, I say unto you that to receive Mercy there is a requirement. It is the repenting of the wrong action and of the violation of the law and the willingness to do penance therefor.
Some misunderstand the uses of Mercy and therefore abuse it. There have been moments in history when leaders of nations, even this nation, have forgiven those who have committed crimes against the people and against the state before they declared their confession of the crime or their state of repentance or their desire for penance, [which some did later declare and some did not]. This is the abuse of Mercy, and heaven does not ratify such actions of the abuse of Mercy's flame.
There is human sympathy wherein, [instead of challenging the human consciousness,] people come to a level of agreement [with it], feeling sorry for those who break the laws of God, and do not take a stand to defend the law and in defending the law to thereby defend the soul and her right to walk the path of personal Christhood. This also is the abuse of Mercy.
Mercy is a quality that is divine and in its divine manifestation, beloved, it has two actions - the personal and the impersonal. The impersonal action of the sun of Mercy, which you must seek to ensconce in your heart chakra, is the action of the sun itself, emitting light rays to all a cosmos. And during the dispensations of the great manvantaras,2 that sun does truly shine upon the just and the unjust.
But is there not also Mercy's discrimination in the mighty light rays that go forth from the Mighty I AM Presence? I say, indeed there is! Do not forget that the rays of God are self-luminous, intelligent substance. That which comes forth from God is God. So the individual light rays go forth and as they shine upon the just and the unjust, they divide the way and deliver the positive or the negative karma. Thus, in all things God does separate the Real from the Unreal. Yet this, too, is an impersonal action of the Law.
The personal action of the law of Mercy, then, is that which is exercised through your own individual Holy Christ Self, through the Cosmic Christ. And therefore, in meditation upon that point of the Christ Mind a decision is made by you and me - by every Ascended Master and Cosmic Being and you yourselves who go through the day-to-day steps of life - a decision whether to forgive utterly, a decision whether to require a recompense.3 Thus, judges are set to interpret, to decide, to act within the law as to what shall be the sentence, minimum or maximum, or the fine or the community service that may be ordered.
Therefore, there is in every heart that quality of the Holy Christ Self, but it is the decision of the individual whether the exercise of that quality of heart shall be toward the line of the Justice of the Law (which is not as forgiving as the absolute Mercy of the Law) or toward the line of the Mercy of the Law; yet Divine Justice is needed.
Take care, then, you who would be the repository of the living flame of Mercy, that you exercise right judgment, that you judge not in the sense of condemnation and that you judge not when you know it is not within your domain or the reach of your understanding to judge. In such cases you pray for understanding, for transmutation, for Divine Justice and Divine Mercy, and you turn the matter over to God. In this way the individual [for whom you pray] will have the perfect answer and the perfect way made known for the reconciliation of the soul to her God.
Mercy, then, comes for reconciliation; and so did Jesus Christ take his initiation on these days, as you celebrate his passion week, his crucifixion and his resurrection. That decision was taken [by Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane4 for the reconciliation of the souls of God's wayward children to the Son of God, to the Holy Christ Self and to the Mighty I AM Presence]. And it was ordained by God that mercy and grace might abide, that though the fallen angels might crucify him, yet the crucifixion of the Christ of every Lightbearer would stand as the ultimate initiation that would come, that must come ere the resurrection and the ascension, the succeeding initiations on the Path, be fulfilled [by every son and daughter of God].
This, then, is the hour for consideration of the quality of heart of Mercy. If you are to embody the Christ of Mercy, who brings the necessary discrimination to discipline those under your care, such as children or those who work with you, then you must work - you must work, I say - you must work for the softening of the heart that there be not left a spirit of condemnation and that you might embody Mercy in all of this array of the many plumes of this flame.
Mercy, then, is not a state of the human consciousness. You must remember this, beloved ones. It is a state of the Divine Mind, of the Holy Spirit, of the heart of God and your capacity to contain and to sustain that Presence of God. Mercy, then, unto the children of God must come in the form of the judgment of the oppressors of the children of God. And that Mercy is also Mercy to the oppressors and even to the seed of the Wicked One.
By the judgment of Mercy descending, [those who are on the karma-making track5] are stopped in their tracks. They may no longer make karma. And thus, by stopping the process of karma-making and causing them to pause, to be confined, even to be incarcerated, [the Lords of Karma6 give them] the moment of the rethinking and sometimes years or a lifetime of rethinking the actions they took when there was no restraint of the law, divine or human, against acts against the populace, against children and against any [part] of society.
So you see, beloved, the judgment of God itself is a great mercy to evildoers. For they are therefore given the opportunity to reconsider [the direction of their lives], to change their ways, to bend the knee, to confess the Christ, to hear the words of the preachers who go forth, from those under Ecclesiastes and the great prophets to the Lord Gautama Buddha, to the Lord Christ Jesus, to yourselves, beloved. For you are called upon by your Mighty I AM Presence this day, Holy Saturday 1992, to enter into that transcending crystal fire mist whereby you transcend the human consciousness of Mercy and lock in to those levels that were occupied by preachers of righteousness of all ages!
What, then, is a preacher of righteousness?7
It is a preacher of the right use of God's law - of the will of God and the wisdom of God, the right use of the laws of the love of God, the right use of the laws of the white-fire purity of the Divine Mother, the right use of the laws of science and of healing and of music and of all chemistry affecting the human body: the right use of the Law, beloved!
And so, these matters come to the attention of many: Should there be euthanasia? Should there be mercy killing? What to do about those who become obsessed with their Alzheimer's disease and what the relatives are to do?
These questions plague society today. But society answers them all too often according to the lowest common denominator of the human condition, failing to raise the level of the people to that point of the living Christ, who set the example, and therefore to judge righteous judgment,8 righteous mercy, mercy that is the law, the true law of ministration and service and the law itself of the alchemy of the Seventh Ray, of religion, of the priesthood and of science.
Yes, beloved, the right use of the Law must be pondered. For incorrect decisions are being made and the people rally to these decisions, not because they are merciful unto all but because they allow themselves to gratify their senses, their need for pleasure and indulgence. And therefore, the concept of right and wrong is that pain is wrong and pleasure is right. And this, beloved, is not the standard of our God!
Therefore, for the whole world to see, the great avatars have allowed themselves to experience the pain of the crucifixion, subject [to death] even at the hands of their own disciples. Thus they have shown, beloved, that pain is not an evil but a process in the alchemy of Mercy.
And where Mercy has not been extended, whether to one's own body or to one's own soul, there does come the occasion for pain to manifest. But pain is a threshold and it must be endured. It must be pierced and you must pass through it. For the transmutation of pain in the enduring of pain is truly the passport to bliss, for those energies invested in conditions that are pain-causing are the very energies that must be withdrawn that the bliss of God might descend when the karma is balanced.
Because modern religion in the West does not teach the principles of karma and reincarnation, there is not then [the lawful and proper] attitude in the dividing of the way [in the matter] of social questions. To eliminate pain and suffering is a great manifestation of Mercy when one does take into account that people do have karma and that there is a reason for suffering. [But to take away pain and suffering at the price of the soul's learning the lessons of her karma is not the wisdom of the Law].
There is even a reason [for pain when the laws of] the cause-effect [sequences] of the chemistry of the body [are violated in] dietary practices. [And much] that is fed into the human brain and mind is of dissonance, is of the misuses of the sacred fire, is debasing and degrading to every part of life. [And the pain to the soul and the body is often the only warning signal that a lifestream will have that something is very, very wrong. Thus pain is also the Mercy of the Law, that the individual may act in time to save his soul as well as his body.]
All of these things cause the [untoward] conditions that come upon the nations. And when will the nations be bankrupt for having to have health-care systems for all the plagues coming upon the earth and that are in the earth at this time and for all the burdens in the bodies of the people that are there because they have violated the very laws of Mercy that have to do with proper health and proper food?
Thus, beloved, there is a ritual and there is a cycle to life. And the rituals and cycles of fasting and prayer and of putting on the Deathless Solar Body and of transcending the levels of the body itself, even in the flesh, with the full power of the transcending crystal fire mist, [must be celebrated daily]. These cycles of God entering in to the very marts of the people and then withdrawing that the people themselves might manifest that God - this sine wave of God's appearing and disappearing in your life is very necessary, so that when he does appear you might enter in to that God and retain that God-manifestation and when he withdraws you might give back to him multiplied that God-identification that he has unveiled for you.
O ye of little faith,9 stand upon the principle of the Presence of God! And when you feel dry and without that Presence, then let there be the priming of the pump whereby you give unto God such mercy and such grace of your being as he has first deposited in you.
Let us consider, then, these questions, even the question of abortion and the mass demonstrations for woman's right to abort her child, woman's right to own her own body. These principles have been set before you. As Saint Germain has said, so [it is that] God owns the body of everyone. For this temple is the temple of God on loan to the soul that the soul might prove herself as she uses that temple on loan, thereby establishing by Mercy's flame and by the grace of God the bonding to her Lord, the living Christ.
This bonding, beloved, can never take place for you unless you embrace Mercy's flame. For how else can you return to God, considering the long ages of the karma of separation, except Mercy forgive a portion of that? Accept Mercy as the violet flame! Transmute those records! You make the call, but it is God who does the work. And the mighty work of the ages is [your soul fully engaged with God in] that transmutation.
And so, beloved, understanding that there is no personal ownership of the body, only personal stewardship, understanding that life in the womb is life at the moment of conception, understanding that that life must be protected and, in the divine sense of the word, has the right to come forth, [one can see that] there is no legal excuse for abortion except in the danger to the very life of the mother.
So, beloved, let it be known and let the word go forth! And do not fear to confront this issue. And do not fear to invoke my Mercy's flame, for my Mercy's flame is on the side of the integrity of woman, who does compromise her reason for being in the violation of her womb by the abortion process.
Therefore, let the abortionist's knife not touch mother or child! For it is in the divine destiny, the integrity, the honor and the beauty and the flame of the Divine Goddess-Mother that I come to defend woman and her right to bear her children and her right to have the support not only of the father of the child and of family but of society itself in the bringing forth of these children.
Have you heard of the statement of the president of the United States this week?10 I must repeat it for you. For I cannot allow you to forget that he has proposed a limit on welfare to mothers who continue to have children - another denial of the child in the womb, another move to force women to have abortions!
Blessed ones, through whom shall the children come? They are denied at every door for so many reasons.
Where are your brothers and sisters?
Where are your soul mates and twin flames?
Some of them are standing here this day, held in the arms of the mighty angels of Uriel's bands,11 for they have been denied entrance. And you perhaps wonder why sometimes you feel depressed and there is a pall over your soul and you cannot discover the reason why. Well, I will tell you. It is because of the abortion of Mercy upon this planet.
And therefore the souls of all people upon earth this day have the pall upon them of the millions who have been aborted, for [by not defending the right to life of the unborn] many have violated the sacred trust of life. They have violated the integrity of this lifewave and this decade and of those souls who should be here solving the problems of life and contributing their tremendous talent, their hearts, their purity, their love and even their negative or positive karma, [all of which] makes up the balance of chemistry in each generation of evolutions who take embodiment.
Blessed hearts, this is a case of the miscarriage of Justice and the miscarriage of Mercy. It is a case where you see that the pleasure of the woman and her freedom to do what she will in life is superseding the Mercy of God in the preserving of life and in the continuity of life itself.
And then the karma of abortion does descend and it does carry over from lifetime to lifetime. And therefore, infertility has become the national question and issue. And people do not put two and two together, they do not read the words of scripture that say in every one of the world's religions: He that taketh the sword shall die by the sword.12
What then? What then when people do not have leaders who can interpret their scriptures for them, leaders who can extol life as the manifestation of God - from a blade of grass to the tiniest manifestation of the microbe, of the amoeba, of the algae, to the greatest manifestation of all, man and woman and child made in the image and likeness of God?
Look at the social issues, beloved. Look at how Mercy is denied to the children as they are not properly educated and as their innocence is taken from them at an earlier and earlier age, as they must have discussions in the classrooms concerning AIDS, concerning sexual activities and the "how to" of the entire gamut of sex.
Beloved ones, this has been introduced by the fallen ones and [in some cases necessitated] by the absence of true heart-ties of parents to their children, [parents] who ought to know how to educate their families concerning these issues. And therefore, there has been foisted upon this generation a division between parents and children; and [the parents] have now been displaced by teachers who come in the name of the protection of children, and [often the classroom] has been the violation of their innocence.
I liken the early teaching of sex material to children to nothing less than child abuse! It is the abuse of the innocence of the child, beloved ones, and [the need for instruction] comes about because of what they are exposed to through the motion picture industry, through television and through the words of rock music, rap music and all that is profaning their minds and hearts [on the playground of life].
How can the soul of a Christed one grow to the true manifestation of the stature of the Lord Jesus Christ?
To what end did Elizabeth come bearing John the Baptist and Mary come bearing Jesus Christ? To train them up, to give them the teaching whereby they could appear as mighty prophets and teachers and as the living Christ and Saviour.
To what end was this example set when those of today in the leadership of Church and State do not encourage the education of the heart?
The education of the heart, beloved ones, must come from the heart-to-heart contact of mother and father with the child. Mother and father, then, must be willing to renounce certain things of the world in order to give to their children the higher energies of the etheric octave, in order to see to it that their auras are sealed in holy prayer, in devotions to the blessed Mother Mary, in devotions to the Lord Christ and the Lord Buddha whereby when they go to sleep at night their auras are charged with light and their guardian angels do take them to the octaves of Light and to the etheric cities so that they might have the blessing of the inner education of the heart.
Blessed ones, this is an hour when great ones are prepared to descend. Yet even in this Community we see those who have been sponsored to have children who have not been diligent in understanding that the holy preparation is not only spiritual but very physical in the equation of right diet. [For through right diet] the body might have the strength, the suppleness, the balance of mighty yin and yang forces that these souls might come and be clothed upon with those bodies that were had by the great prophets and patriarchs and Christed ones of old.
[In those days] there was strength and balance and the power of God [in the bodies of the parents], that power issuing from the chakras, from the spoken Word and from the mind, sealing the mind in such an action of physical balance whereby the Mind of God could be present in their children, fully integrated at birth. This is the work of father and mother, and especially of mother, during the period of pregnancy.
I say to you all: Have Mercy upon the children that you bear, for you place your stamp upon them. And upon some of them, that stamp will not be removed for a lifetime.
So, then, beloved, you can turn every which way from the center of the sun of Mercy and you can see that the whole world has need of Mercy. And yet [the world's] interpretation of Mercy will often see that Mercy that descends upon them as a judgment. And they will rail against it, not knowing that a cosmic spanking is better than allowing the child to continue day upon day in a karma-making condition.
That is why there must be effective discipline by parents - so that when the child is raised up there shall be that expression of inner self-discipline. The discipline of the parents, when it is given in the merciful heart of their own Holy Christ Self, can only convey Mercy and the desire for that discipleship which comes of self-discipline on the part of the children.
Thus it shall be, beloved. Know this well: As parents and sponsors and Community members, you must deal with the children entrusted to your care mercifully and justly. All on the planet bear the karma of children, whether they are grandparents or have not married or do not have their own children. The children are God's gift to all people, and the Christ who comes in those children is a Christ who can minister to all if the child receives the proper care.
Thus, the argument goes forth, which is blasphemous, that there should not be children born who are not wanted. Blessed hearts, if people do not want their children, what is their relationship to their Inner God and to themselves?
How can there be such [an erasing] of the [natural] desire to [procreate and to] see God come forth in manifestation through themselves?
But though there be [such an erasing on the part of some], beloved, you know very well that today millions of people are desiring to adopt children. There is no possible excuse for abortion - none whatsoever!13 For, beloved hearts, even if it is foreknown that a child will be born with certain handicaps and certain difficulties, as in a case that the Messenger has recently handled,14 that child has a right, [as the Messenger counseled,] to live to expiate the karma of being in that body. And if that child is to be given up for adoption, the opportunity will be given to others to care for that child and nurture in their own hearts the Mercy flame by ministering to a child who is not physically perfect but may come with a heart of great love as a sacrifice unto the nations.
How will anyone tell whether a Christ might be born if children are rejected before they have even completed their gestation in the womb because some problem in that body is perceived [and the doctors recommend an abortion at seven months]?
I tell you it is just that the judgment has descended not to allow the life to be taken from a child born only with the stem of a brain,15 for that child had the right to live out those days in that body to gain that cosmic experience that was necessary. And therefore, let it not be taken into the hands of socialists this day, who deny the living God in life, [to decide] that now all children who are born and who are not expected to live shall have their lives terminated that their organs might be used for others.
This is playing God, beloved, and you must understand that. You have not come into this life for pleasure. But the happiness of God is a reward for walking the path of God; and pleasure in the material sense of the word is not true God-happiness. And therefore, you enter life to walk the path of personal Christhood. Every single soul upon this planet is called to that path whether they answer or not. And therefore, those children who were denied those organs because that child had a right to live, they also have a karma and [their souls] are also learning the lessons [of karma] in their [afflicted] bodies.
And therefore, let God determine what is to manifest and let parents truly enter the role of being God-parents by recognizing that, although certain things are genetic and certain things are karmic, there are conditions that are present in the body of the newborn that are clearly the result of incorrect diet. When diets are extreme and when they are of the foods that are served today in the fast-food market chains, then you see, beloved, that these karmic conditions may be made worse. And these karmic conditions may be alleviated by the Mercy of the father and the mother who have gained wisdom and become wise in understanding what is the correct chemistry and therefore the correct support for life in the womb.
Beloved hearts, think on all of these things. Think on the matter of Mercy, whether it is merciful to allow someone who has committed murder or other crimes to rot in jail for decades or whether the electric chair does impart [Mercy] to that individual [by giving him] a new life and a new opportunity, [which is] to reembody and to atone for that sin and to become a useful member of society.
Blessed hearts, some individuals commit crimes because of the type of environment [they have lived in in] this life, because at each and every hand they have been denied a sense of self-worth. Though they be not dyed-in-the-wool fallen ones and enemies of the Christ, they do make mistakes [and if they have a right heart toward God and man, they must be given the opportunity to learn from those mistakes].
You have all had the experience of making a mistake. Some people make the mistake of murder itself and murder that is not premeditated but that comes about, again, because of a dietary sequence whereby they are not in control of their anger, their emotions. Perhaps they are alcoholics, et cetera. And therefore, the degradation of the body and the mind and the emotions in this age is terrific to behold, and it might have been stopped had there been the true attention to diet that there should have been.
Yes, beloved, people do make mistakes. And if the crime requires the death penalty, [then so be it]. But if it requires a long-term sentence, let there be the discovery of means whereby these individuals can work usefully in society under some type of control, else let them pass from the screen of life and begin over again quickly. [For this is more merciful] than [consigning them] to those prisons that require maximum security, where they are placed with hardened criminals and therefore become hardened and spend a life in prison, where their own lives are endangered because of those murders that happen inside the prison walls. [Yet, for some, even this seeming injustice is a karmic necessity].
Blessed ones, there is great injustice and great absence of Mercy in the penal systems of this nation. And you must see to it.16 Remember that the call went forth many years ago to pray for those who have been [unjustly] locked up and bound by those systems.17 There are bureaucrats in many departments of the government who misuse [their position and power] and who persecute the children of Light, even those attempting to immigrate to this nation.
Beloved ones, many crimes are being committed against the people this day, in all walks of life, that you are not aware of. And there is tremendous injustice and absence of Mercy on the part of this government and the powers-that-be concerning the stopping of the flow of drugs to this nation from South America, from the Middle and Far East. Beloved ones, this drug traffic is controlled by those at the highest levels of government, and those who are pretending to stop that drug traffic are not doing an efficient job [because they have a vested interest in seeing to it that the war on drugs is not won].
It has been said before, but I am here this day to list to you those acts of non-Mercy that are being perpetrated in your names and with your tax dollars, and therefore [if you do not decree about these issues and take your stand at the altar of God and before the people], you become a part of a generation and a nation that is culpable. To separate yourselves out from that culpability, beloved ones, you must make the call for the judgment this day of those who are trafficking in children through the drug trade.
It is absolutely clear that if this nation and this president and this Congress wanted to determine to wipe out the flow of drugs to America, they could have done so long ago. And therefore, the fact that it is not being done should be seen by you clearly as another crucifixion of children. If they are not aborted in the womb, if they are not molested as children, then they are fed sugar, then they are fed strong meats and caffeine, then they are fed drugs!
There is a mass conspiracy against the child upon this planet because that child is new life, that child is new energy, that child is a clean white page. That child may become the living Christ! That child must have the opportunity to flower and blossom. And at every hand these fallen ones are there to stop it.
I say to you, beloved ones, those of you who have raised your families and are at a point in life when you can give yourselves to God and to Community, there is no more important calling that you could have than to teach the children and to be there this summer for that eight-week training course in the Montessori method plus other methods that we have added to that course.18
Beloved ones, this course is the finest in the nation, without exception, because it has its foundation in the path of the violet flame, in the path of mercy and grace, in the path of the true spiritual traditions of Mary and Elizabeth, who did bring forth the avatars of the age.
Blessed ones, it is a mandate! Do not think that you will make your ascension by sitting home and minding your houses and doing a few hours of decrees a day! You must get in there, roll up your sleeves and recognize that this is a moment to be born again by Mercy's flame and by Mercy's heart and to be sensitive to the cries of children of all ages: "Who will come and teach us?"
So this is the call of Mother Caspari. This is the call of Maria Montessori. This is the cry of the children: "Who will come and teach us? Who will come and teach us?"
Look at their faces as you see the TV news specials on education, on children of all ages. They are blank. They are burdened. They are miserable. They are without hope because they know what is the education they should be given and that they are not receiving it.
I, Kuan Yin, cry out this day to you who can make this happen! It is a time for you to rescue those whom we are sending to this earth as a mandala of Lightbearers comprised of children in every nation on the planet who will rise up, come to their maturity and overthrow the evil system that plagues every nation, including the United States.
Yes, beloved, I, Kuan Yin, cry out to you and I make you this promise: If you will give yourself to the furthering of the education of these children, I shall place my Electronic Presence over you and I will work through you. And because I place my Electronic Presence over you, you shall have many blessings of healing in your bodies and many side blessings that come as a part of your dedication.
Think about it, beloved! It is not enough to have the Teaching. It is not enough to decree. You must rescue the children! You and you remain with a number of other enlightened ones from all walks of life to pass the torch of the ages to this generation.
If you do not stand up and be counted and take your place in this lineup, how then will you reembody should you be denied your ascension for want of entering into this battle of Armageddon that is being waged against the children of the world?
How will you yourself reincarnate and through whom? I ask you this question. What kind of bodies will you be given if you do not teach the parents [of today and tomorrow the] correct diet?
And what kind of educational system will you enter if you do not promote and promulgate [the system taught at the Royal Teton Ranch] and teach the true teachers of the world how to teach the children?
I leave you with this stark question, beloved, for no one in this room is guaranteed his ascension in the Light [in this life]. I, Kuan Yin, tell you that this absence of guarantee is a mercy to you that you do not become complacent but understand that every day of your life you must prove your ascension and reprove the lethargy of the human consciousness [that resists the sure path that leads to it].
I AM Kuan Yin, Goddess of Mercy. I have spoken my piece this day on Mercy. And in the name of the Lords of Karma I bow to the Light of Mercy within you. Whether it be a flicker or a blazing fire, I bow to that Light and I breathe upon it that the flame might expand. Now you must do the work to create your own merciful heart as I have created my own merciful heart. [58-second standing ovation]
I thank you, beloved ones, for your rousing response and I say to you, this, this, this is the transcending crystal fire mist! You will know it in the process of your creating and re-creating within yourself the merciful heart.
Would you know that transcending crystal fire mist? ["Yes!"]
Then I say, go for, reach for and get the merciful heart and let it be turned to every child upon earth. For you are children also.
This dictation by beloved Kuan Yin was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on Holy Saturday, April 18, 1992, during the five-day Easter Conclave The Descent of the Crystal Fire Mist held at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana. The service and dictation are available on 90-min. audiocassette ($6.50 plus $.52 postage, B92037). [N.B. Throughout this Pearl, bracketed material denotes words unspoken yet implicit in the dictation, added by the Messenger under Kuan Yin's direction for clarity in the written word.]
It has been on my heart for a long time to bear witness to the love you have given me by literally saving my life from suicide. The "I AM the Witness" in Krishna's Pearl (vol. 35, no. 8) "Message from a Teen Suicide" compelled me to finally write this.
There were a number of reasons for the depression that set in when I turned thirteen. My parents had recently divorced and I hated both of them for breaking up our family (which I refused to admit was dysfunctional). High school was not easy with all the pressure to rebel, break the rules and do the wrong thing. I couldn't sleep at night because I was so depressed. I would silently cry into my pillow as I wondered, "Why am I in this miserable old world anyway? Why should I live?"
The depression grew until one time I was so overwhelmed that I felt I was all alone in the entire world. No one bothered to notice me. As far as I was concerned, even God didn't know who I was. He wouldn't care or even notice if I were to kill myself.
I went into the kitchen to get a knife with the intention of slitting my wrists. I was carrying the knife to my room when a friend saw me. God must have sent her to me in that moment because if we had not sat down and talked, I would have surely killed myself then. I cried and cried while she hugged me and we sat there talking. She asked me to give it a week and see if the depression got any better. I reluctantly agreed to wait.
Well, it did seem to get better for a while. But as the waves of depression started rolling over me again, my grades fell and I couldn't sleep again.
So, one day - a day that I will never forget - I slit my wrist. I took a knife and made a big gash on my left wrist. The blood gushed out and I was going to slit my right wrist but suddenly I felt something inside me BOLT awake. I dashed to the sink where I ran cold water over the wound and I immediately put pressure on it. I almost fainted and had to sit down. I yelled, "Oh, God! Help me! I don't want to die! Not now! Please don't let me die!" I was sobbing and my heart hurt.
After some time, the gash began to bleed less. It was truly a miracle that I didn't pass out. I had enough strength to get up and get my decree book, so I turned to 7.11S, "The Suicide Entity Decree." I started off by whispering it and gradually gave it louder and louder until I was shouting it.
The next day I wrote a note to you, my dearest Mother. I was so ashamed and thought you would be very angry at me for daring to try to take my life. I imagined all sorts of retributions from El Morya. But none of that happened.
You called me up (this still brings tears to my eyes) and you told me how much you cared about me. Since you have known me for so long you were able to help me work through some personal problems. You talked with me about my family and what was happening. I didn't get any of the wrath of God that I was expecting. Instead I was loved. You said, "I want you to know how much I love you." I started crying and said, "I love you, too, Mother."
And I do. I do love you with all of my heart, Mother. All I needed was for someone to show me that they cared about me, that they loved me. You were the one who touched my heart, Mother, and gave me a reason to go on in this world, which used to be so painful for me. Now that you've brightened it, it has become a world in which I don't have to suffer anymore.
Oh yes, the depression still comes and goes. I am going to start seeing a psychologist and I think that will help. But do you know what, Mother? You saved me. You gave me a part of yourself - your heart - that I might live. As in the story where Kuan Yin gives a piece of her own flesh to feed one of her chelas who is dying of starvation, so you gave your heart to me so that I would live. Your love is truly with me every day as I now work on your staff.
I shall never leave you, Mother! I will stand and stand forever at your side! I want the entire world to know just how much you love every single bit of life God created, no matter how small, and that is why I am writing this "I AM the Witness." I hope that someday I can repay you for saving my life and until that time,
P.S. The most miraculous wonder of this whole thing is that the wound from the slit on my wrist has completely healed. There was a scar for a while but now the angels have completely mended it. Praise the Lord!
Beloved Mother, Beloved Friends of Light,
Two years before I found the Teachings of the Ascended Masters, I experienced the intercession of Kuan Yin, the Goddess of Mercy, in the aspect of the Bodhisattva Avalokitesvara.
I was giving an acupressure treatment when I felt a sudden revulsion for my patient. So powerful was the feeling that I could not continue to work. Mustering all the self-control I had to not run out the door, I excused myself momentarily. I prayed for help to overcome the feeling so that I could finish the session.
Then I heard myself saying, "Chenrezig, Chenrezig, Chenrezig ..." To my knowledge I had never heard the word before, but as I said it God's great love enveloped me so I kept repeating it. I returned to the treatment room and completed the session, feeling a holy reverence for my patient. As I worked, I whispered "Chenrezig" and was uplifted.
I fairly glided out of the room at the conclusion of the session, grateful that this was my last appointment of the day, for I wanted to remain in that transcendent state.
Some minutes later my patient, with tears in his eyes, stepped from the treatment room. He shared his experience with me.
For days he had felt such self-disgust that he had contemplated suicide. He left his body while I worked on him and determined not to return to it. At that point I left the room.
He was surprised to see me return a moment later and, with great tenderness, put one hand on his chest and the other under his back, as if to cradle his heart. At the same time, he saw me look straight at him, extend an arm and hand to him, and compel him to return to his body. He thought, "Because one person wants me to be there and treats me with such loving care, I'll go back. I'll try again."
I was deeply moved. I said I had done nothing but pray and speak the word Chenrezig. I didn't even know what it meant, but as I had repeated it I had felt God's boundless love everywhere. That was all.
Later, a Buddhist friend told me that Chenrezig is the Tibetan name for Avalokitesvara, the "thousand-arms, thousand-eyes" Bodhisattva of infinite compassion and mercy, who looks in all directions simultaneously and extends those arms to alleviate the suffering of humanity.
I remembered having heard stories of Avalokitesvara years earlier. No doubt I had heard the name Chenrezig and had filed it in my memory.
How literal is our holy calling to be anchor points for our beloved Ascended Masters in order that they might use us heart, head and hand for the saving of the children of God! How greatly blessed are we!
Hail! (Homage to the sacred name of) the 1,000-arms, 1,000-eyes, greatly merciful, greatly pitying Kuan Yin Bodhisattva!
I follow on the path of the Bodhisattva,
Mother Mary's Golden Elixir Heals a Dog Bite
My dog, Scarlet, had nine puppies about three weeks ago. We have tried very hard to keep our three-year-old, Amethyst Marie, away from them, explaining to her that Scarlet does not want her around her now. One day, even though Scarlet had growled at her several times, Amethyst went ahead and played with the puppies anyway.
When Scarlet came into the room and saw her, she thought Amethyst was taking the puppies away and bit her right under her eye. My husband, John, brought her to me screaming and crying. Looking at her eye, I supposed she needed two to three stitches. As we were dashing out of the door for the hospital, I stopped to take a few minutes to get my thoughts in order. It came to me to put some of Mother Mary's golden elixir on her eye before we left. So I rushed to get the elixir and then put it on her eye.
We live only about four minutes away from the hospital. It was a Sunday afternoon and there were very few people in the emergency room. We got in and saw the doctor in about fifteen to twenty minutes. The doctor asked me if she had been scratched by our dog. I said no, she had bitten her. When I first saw the bite I could pull the tear open with my hands. After I put Mother Mary's golden elixir on it, the tear in the skin completely healed and Amethyst did not need any stitches!
Hail, Mother Mary! All glory to God! Thank you, Ascended Masters! I am so grateful, Mother Elizabeth, for the elixir.
I think my family was a little skeptical about the elixir. Praise the Lord, they surely are not now!
The Violet Flame Heals Bronchitis
I love you and my gratitude to you is so great, so great!
You have been very close to me the past three weeks and sometimes I ask myself: "Does he really have time for me only?" I trust, beloved Saint Germain, that you are determined that every child of Light will win his immortality and freedom through the ascension flame ... soon.
I feel like I am walking over the bridge to freedom and I have taken the first stumbling steps. I see myself here below and you above. Would you be there reaching out your hands if I were to suddenly fail to take my next step? Yes, I know you will be there to the end of times.
Last Saturday, our child's christening day, our elder son became very ill with bronchitis. What could I do seven hours before the christening ceremony was to take place?
I called the hospital to try to get some medicine but in vain. My son couldn't receive any medicine before two o'clock in the afternoon and that would be too late - we couldn't wait.
All of a sudden I heard my favorite violet flame song begin to sound in my ears. "Why not?" I thought. "Let's try God." You know, I had never tried God before, not really.
So I decreed half an hour, visualizing my son standing in the violet flame. And I'll tell you what words then came over the lips of my son:
"Mother, that decree tape you played - it helped. I am nearly cured. I don't want any medicine. I want the power of God."
Yes, I saw my son clothed in the violet flame and I will never forget my son's reaction to what happened.
Beloved Father Supreme and beloved Saint Germain, I thank you so much that you revealed yourself to me and my son. I am so touched by your very presence.
Protection from Psychic Attack
A year ago I called your office to ask for prayer help from you and your staff because I felt mentally attacked by evil beings.
I am so thankful to report that just a few hours after my call to you I experienced a peaceful shield of energy and I have never again been attacked so vehemently, nor have I felt as vulnerable. Thank you so much, dear people of God! God certainly hears your prayers.
I found out that an acquaintance of mine had been doing what amounts to witchcraft on me because of my refusal to do as he wished. Around the same time I also remembered childhood abuses that I had blocked from my conscious awareness. So it has been a year of recovery and a year of protecting myself from those with ill will.
I also am most deeply grateful for the beautiful spiritual materials you have provided. I use them daily in my devotions and am forever grateful to you, for they have changed my life for the better in so many ways.
I admire your courage, determination, talent, tenaciousness, intelligence, stamina, dedication to your calling and unending willingness to serve.