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"Let the Fiat of the LORD Be with Me!"
Legions of Aquarius Invade Planet Earth
Now let the hosts of the Seventh Ray descend!
For we have come to take on a world!
[26-second standing ovation. Congregation gives the fiats:]
Hail, Saint Germain! Hail, Saint Germain!
Hail, Saint Germain! Hail, Saint Germain!
Hail, Saint Germain! Hail, Saint Germain!
You have called for cosmic reinforcements from out the Great Central Sun. And they are here, and they are the legions of Light of Aquarius and of the Seventh Ray! And there is therefore this day an invasion of Light on planet earth! [24-second standing ovation]
And the hour has struck. Mark it well: December 30, 1990. The hour has come for the forces of Light of Aquarius, for the dispensation of this New Age to lock in to planet earth. Blessed ones, this is the moment that I have been waiting for! [17-second standing ovation]
Archangel Raphael has come to raise you up that you might meet the descending ones, that you might lock in to the garment and the armour of an angel of Aquarius. See, beloved, how the moment comes, how you are prepared and have been prepared. Now it is up to you to call to these hosts of Light, to welcome them and to receive them into your temples. You may do so now with gladness. [Personal calls offered by the congregation in a "joyful noise unto the LORD."]
As you say, beloved, it is in the nick of time. For the forces of Darkness are gathering, and they have seen to it that they have gathered some of the best of the sons and daughters of men to be a part of these armies in the Middle East.
Blessed ones, this day of confrontation we do not look forward to. Let there be a holding of the balance! This is a time of severe karma for this nation. This is a time as in [the days of ancient] Israel and Judah, when foreign nations were used to be the deliverers of the judgment and to bring the people back to their God.
There is not a certain outcome, beloved, but there is surely a certain karma. And therefore the enemy does boast, for he does know internally of the karma that is due upon this nation; and the false hierarchies know of this karma. This is why we have given you the labor concerning the Twelfth Planet. And we desire to give you other labors that might be cleared, thereby to forestall certain eventualities that no one desires to see from the time of January 151 onward.
Blessed hearts of Light, you are about to see upon earth prophecy fulfilled. May you therefore understand that the mitigating factor of the Law is on the side of those who bear the Light as an armour of God on behalf of all children of Light.
Understand that mitigation is possible according to the law of the violet flame, which will now and henceforth be multiplied ten thousandfold what it has been because the legions of Aquarius have come. They bear the sign and signet of an age. They bear the consciousness of an age. They bear its momentum and they will sow these seeds in the hearts of those who have the fertile soil of the Aquarian worldview.
Likewise, they come to wage warfare against all those who embody the perversions of this ray and flame. And since Aquarius is the age of the soul, they come to defend the souls of Light and all those who are committed to that reunion with God.
Let there be a profound contemplation of the meaning of this! Even as the legions of Aquarius arrive, so there is the opportunity through their intercession for many more upon this planet to affix themselves to me in the Guru-chela relationship and to my beloved Portia. We can become more tangible not only because of the turning of the cycle this day but also because of the millions of angels who shall be present as chains of Light around the earth, anchoring those electronic fire-rings of the Great-Central-Sun Causal Body of the Seventh Ray.
Thus earth does receive Light. And this does aggravate! It does aggravate the fallen ones, whose days are hereby shortened. They are shortened by the fiat of Almighty God and by the presence of these alchemists of the Seventh Ray!
For these angels are alchemists one and all. I assign one to each of you, beloved. May you know the true meaning of the alchemy of Love that is the means to precipitate not only your supply but also your victory in every matter.
These angels have watched [and waited] and been under restraint not to descend, not to move and not to act [until the command was given]. And therefore you, beloved, so ensconced round about by angels of Sirius and of the Sun, have been allowed a certain time - and times and again times, beloved - to bear the cross of your karma, to bear the crucifixion by the world.
Let it be known, then, that when stalwart souls remain staunch and true and bear that which you have borne, help does ultimately come. And that help has come today in a way that it has not come before even in the entire ministry of these Messengers. Therefore you, above all people, beloved, have somewhat to rejoice for this New Year's Eve and Day! [34-second standing ovation]
If those of this world have chosen not to be your friends, beloved, pity them; for hosts of Light have indeed chosen to befriend you! Aye, they have been your friends for aeons. Let it be known, then, that friends of Light are more precious than the willy-nilly friends of this world, who betray whenever they believe their so-called reputation is at stake for befriending those whom they think are of no concern or consideration.
Blessed ones, I will now tell you the science whereby you can truly profit by these new friends who have come into the earth. You all know that if there should be an oil well beneath your feet or a lode of gold ore in the mountains of your property and you should not find it, you should not mine it, you should not take it out of the earth and use it, you would be none the richer, none the better, none the wiser.
Thus it is true of angels in your midst. Their very presence is in fact not the key. It is what you do about it! It is whether you plug into them, whether your lives are turned around, as Raphael came to accomplish. It is whether you walk and talk with them and determine not to be dragged down, determine not to be removed from the tryst that we enjoy in this moment in our aura (mine and Portia's) and that of the legions of the Seventh Ray. You can keep [the tryst], beloved. You can sustain it.
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
That is what you must say and it is the key. For the LORD, your Mighty I AM Presence, knows the fiat, will draw down the Light of the fiat that is appropriate in the moment to sustain the levels of violet ray and violet flame that you have with you now.
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
[Congregation affirms with Saint Germain:]
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
Beloved ones, you can vary this command:
Let the fiat of the LORD 2 Saint Germain be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD Archangel Michael be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD El Morya be with me!
Let the fiat of the LORD my God be with me!
Then the one you name shall release the Light ray of the fiat. And it shall be done! And you shall be clothed in the Mind of Christ and shored up.
This is the test, beloved. Do not allow yourself to sink below the level of the heart, the threefold flame of the heart - that Holy Christ Flame or that Holy Christ consciousness that is embodied in that flame. When you sense that deflation, that descension and condescension, O beloved, say:
Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!
I have pondered much how I could give you the gift that would enable you to walk all the days of your life so very close to these angels of the Seventh Ray and legions of Aquarius. I have known that [without the gift] your separation from them would be as great as your separation has ever been from your God, your Christ Self or from me, especially in hours of trial and tribulation.
Blessed ones, [I determined that] there must be a mechanism that works for you when you may descend into the deepest depression or temptation or old sockets of the human consciousness or [the revolving of] whatever has ever been said to you in this and thousands of lifetimes. You are not a victim; you are the victor! You are not a reactor; you are the originator of the living Word where you are! [And for this reason I give you the gift of the Call: Let the fiat of the LORD be with me!]
And I, Saint Germain, for some moments now am placing my entire Electronic Presence over each and every one of you here, and I am intensifying my violet flame over you for the healing of your four lower bodies and your souls. I am doing this to "cook" out of you those records that are as flytraps and mousetraps for your consciousness when you get out of the way of your God! I do it now, beloved, as I continue to speak to you.
I speak into the caverns of your mind! I speak into the recesses of your unconscious! I speak to all of the levels where there is that wrong programming of the sinister force and the carnal mind of yourself and others. I say, it has no power! I, Saint Germain, withdraw that power [of God misqualified] from it this day!
I make of you, by the authority of God and our Lord Jesus Christ, new creatures in Christ.3 I make of you new creatures in Christ by the alchemy of the Seventh Ray and by the Cosmic Christ of that seventh age, none other than our beloved Lord Maitreya, who also stands in our midst this day. O receive him, then, in his role as Saviour of Aquarius! [22-second standing ovation]
Yes, beloved, yes, beloved, there are many Seventh-Ray Buddhas, not the least of which is your own beloved Padma Sambhava. They gather. They come closer. And I will tell you, they can become physical, too, as you invoke more and more violet fire. May you never neglect to give the message of the violet flame, for it can make this earth once again blossom as the violet rose.
O beloved, the violet flame can work wonders! And above all, it will cushion that which is coming upon the earth. It will place a cushion between you and all those things that have been prophesied.
Yes, beloved, I am speaking into the canyons of your mind and your memory body! And I am even searing and cauterizing there and removing some of the worst of the records that fallen ones have attempted to dump into these vessels that are God's vessels. They are holy vessels and holy chalices, and so are you! This I tell you, and I seal in you the self-knowledge that you are holy ones of God of the Aquarian age. Keep that holiness, for it can be lost as easily as you can spot your garment.
Now be seated in the stillness, for I am working a work of alchemy in your beings and bodies, beloved. I am determined that you will not forever be trapped and trapped again in these mousetraps laid for you.
Blessed hearts, be of good cheer. These four lower bodies are vessels that are transient. They are not your permanent Ascended Master Light Body! Now for a moment I place upon the screen of your mind that true version of yourself, your own Ascended Master Light Body, that which you can and shall be if you determine to be it, beloved. It is up to your determination and the power of your will! You must have the will to be who you are! And do not ever say that what you are now in your consciousness here below is who you are, for it is simply not the truth!
And the fallen ones would like to have you be galvanized [to the lesser self] or be fired in the kiln of this lesser self. They would have you believe that that is the immortal self and there is nothing more. Many on this planet believe it, beloved. They spend their entire lifetimes preserving their mortality, only to see it come to naught.
Now, beloved, you are a God-free being. You have but to use the formulas that we all have given you! You have but to use them. You have but to turn the key, the key of Divine Love, and watch how you are transformed before your very eyes and the eyes of the world.
Have we not demonstrated the rejuvenation, the power of the Light and the resurrection in our Messengers? And do you not see your beloved Lanello stepping right through the veil, a conqueror of earth and heaven, one and the same, standing on this platform?
Beloved, it is time you would see him standing here in this very moment in his white suit as always, and yet not as always; for [if you would], you could see him standing in his Ascended Master Light Body.
Now see all the saints who have gathered upon this altar this day, who have made their ascension because they have touched the writings, the teachings and the persons of the Messengers. See how they gather! They are far greater in number than any of you and even this Messenger does realize in the outer.
For, beloved, they have read the books. They have been touched. They have been taught at inner levels. They have come through these magnanimous hearts because of [the Messengers'] determination to leave no stone unturned to give the logic of the Word, the step-by-step progression whereby the soul can rise in dominion because there is a certain path and the stepping-stones are there. And none will falter and none will fall before the outrageous false doctrines of orthodoxy that persist to this day.
But I tell you, both the doctrines and the fallen ones who have sustained them have reached the hour of their judgment. And they are no match, beloved, for the legions of Aquarius! Therefore, let us wipe out the old orthodoxy and bring in the Everlasting Gospel of the age of Aquarius!
Lo! the angel does come, having that gospel in his hand4 and he does preach it to the sons and daughters of Light. Let them receive it, O with joy, through your lips - through your lips and yours and yours!
See the saints robed in white!5 They are the testimony. They have ascended. Then see the others who gather, who are waiting in the etheric octave, who made it there because you have kept the Flame and because the Messengers have not failed to stand for them, to make the call, to see them through the astral labyrinth that they faced at the portals of transition from death to everlasting life.
Yes, beloved, you are counted among the armies of the LORD. And you can do much, much more and you shall. Therefore I shall also train you with the representatives of the Divine Mother in these succeeding quarters of Summit University.
You shall go forth! Your mouths shall be opened! They shall be unstopped and you can receive these initiations to speak the Word.
Now I am speaking at the unconscious level of your being, beloved. And I am standing there before the raging wolves of the unconscious that has part with the collective unconscious of the planet. Yes, beloved, it is time you also entered with me. Therefore I bid you descend to that compartment of consciousness, for we shall bind the wolves together!
And we shall not promote their proliferation anymore, either in the unconscious or elsewhere!6 For we have angels of God that we will set loose in these forests and in these parks and in these lands, and we have elementals of a very high order. And therefore, we will not promote the lower animal species before the species of the sons and daughters of God.
And therefore not only do I stand in your unconscious but I also stand in the unconscious of the fallen ones. And they are judged by my presence this day. And there is a binding of this [misqualified] substance, beloved - there is a binding of these caricatures and these animal forms in the electronic belts.
Now my angels provide you with the rope. Jump in, then, and seize those wolves of the forces of anti-self within the psyche. Bind them now! Fear them not! Seize them!
Although they appear to attempt to overtake you, they cannot; for the angel of the LORD (which means your Mighty I AM Presence, your Holy Christ Self), the angel of the LORD overshadows you. And you are in that presence and you may stretch forth your hands and bind them. And therefore their forms are broken, and from within them there do step forth angels of Light that you have imprisoned along life's way by the misqualification of energy.
Thus, we shall clean out the unconscious! Thus, we shall clean out the subconscious! But you must do it brick by brick with your Holy Christ Self. The only thing you must not do is to simply let it be and think that you have no power to overcome the programming of yourself by yourself and others.
You do have that power! You do have that power! It is your Mighty I AM Presence. The violet flame is that power. Omri-Tas is that power. Archangel Michael and Mighty Astrea are that power.
I say, the miracle of the alchemy of change is come! The violet flame is with you. I decree it. You are new creatures in Christ, transformed and transforming yourselves. I am doing the work this day that I am allowed to do, but I will never deprive you of the work that you yourself can and must do in this hour.
Yes, beloved, this is a job that you can do, for which you have the talent. And any skill lacking will be provided you by your seraphim,7 your violet flame angel, and your elementals,8 who will assist.
Yes, beloved, it is the hour of change. It is the hour of compelling change. You are compelled to change, else be pulled backward in retrograde motion, back into a lesser evolution, back into ancient forms you once wore when the bodies of earth's people were not as developed as they are today.
Yes, beloved, you must move forward, and the compelling change exalts you into bodies of Light which you had when you first descended, before this earth was corrupted. And when you had to occupy it9 in the etheric octave, you did have bodies of Light given to you through your [God-]parents at that time.
Yes, beloved, it is the time and the hour of the compelling change: it is time that you return to those refined bodies, to minds also refined whereby the greater capacity to contain the Mind of God shall enable you to walk the earth in roles of teacher and counsellor, being public servants and always servants of the God within all whom you meet. These things are possible. These things are possible, beloved.
Now then, Let the fiat of the LORD be with you! Let the fiat of the LORD be with you! Yes, beloved, it can solve every problem, but you will have to say the mantra I have given you with fire, with conviction, with the Word that brooks absolutely no interference.
Do not be shy about giving this anywhere you are in the workplace of this Community or in the privacy of your home and residence. Let it resound! Let it not be forgot! Let this not be remembered as a "memorable address." Let it be lived and returned to.
Beloved, it behooves you before Alpha and Omega to prove to your Father-Mother God that you can embody and contain the meaning and the call of these two dictations10 so that we may come to you with greater and greater dispensations.
If the fiat of your LORD be invoked and accepted hourly, I am confident that you will move forward with such lightning speed that you will scarcely remember yourself as you were the week before from week to week.
This is what we desire for you, for the condition of being under the burden and the weight of your karma and world karma has gone on long enough. You can transmute it! The Law does not require you to be thus burdened. You have simply accepted it and you move on in that state.
This is the meaning of your entering this new year. It is not so that you may simply cast this burden aside: it is so that you may cast it into the violet flame and therefore be free of the day's delivery of personal and planetary karma.
The attention of the Karmic Board is upon you in this moment. Therefore, it is a moment when you may speak from the recesses of your heart in silent prayer to the seven members or any one of the seven. [Congregation prays silently.]
The Keeper of the Scrolls and his angels give the reading of the record to the Lords of Karma as they examine what may be done for you and what you may do for life. Your greatest strengths and your greatest weaknesses are assessed. These will be made known to you in one way or another. You may observe [them] by watching the tests you pass and the tests you fail in the next seven days.
Be watchful. Be awake and alert. Make physical note of both. Capitalize on your strengths. Eliminate those weaknesses. Eliminate your vulnerabilities and seal the place where evil dwells! Seal the compartments of the dwellers-on-the-threshold, [one on] each of the twelve lines of your Clock. Keep the dweller of each line bound in chains. Never allow any room in your being for the expression of the unbridled force of this carnal mind!
Now, beloved, the hour is come for you to receive Holy Communion. If there is anything else you would confess,11 so let it be spoken to your God. The hosts of Aquarius shall serve you in our name.
I seal you now in the Maltese cross. May you visualize it upon you, its center over the center of your chest cavity. And may you rehearse from my studies in alchemy how the movement of energy, its descent and flow, proceeds through the arms of the Maltese cross.12
Be a perpetual alchemist and let the perpetual alchemy of God manifest through you to all life! The alchemy of the violet flame is healing. It is the adjunct to the Healing Thoughtform13 and the emerald ray.14
Thus we have spoken. Let the threads of the emerald and the purple be one! And may you always have that garment [charged with Light] from which others may derive a blessing.
Our hopes are high for you this day. May you fulfill your dream of immortality on earth.
I AM Saint Germain, Knight Commander of the Keepers of the Flame Fraternity! I call you, my Keepers of the Flame, to give accounting before God this day that you might rise in full dominion of yourself, your household, your city and planet.
Onward unto the victory of Aquarius! Hosts of the LORD, march! We have come and we are here to stay! [54-second standing ovation]
This dictation by Saint Germain was delivered by the Messenger of the Great White Brotherhood Elizabeth Clare Prophet on Sunday, December 30, 1990, during the six-day New Year's I AM the Light of the World Conference held at the Royal Teton Ranch, Park County, Montana. Saint Germain's dictation is available with Archangel Raphael's on 120-min. videocassette (HP91013) and on 90-min. audiocassette (B91008). [N.B. Throughout this Pearl, bracketed material denotes words unspoken yet implicit in the dictation, added by the Messenger under Saint Germain's direction for clarity in the written word.] Throughout these notes PoW is the abbreviation for Pearls of Wisdom.
I want to take this opportunity to thank you and the staff and Keepers of the Flame at the Ranch for decreeing for me and all military personnel here in Saudi Arabia. I don't have the privacy or even the opportunity to do any serious decreeing for myself, and I am very grateful to all of you for your prayers and decrees to God and Archangel Michael for our victory and protection as we prepare to invade and liberate Kuwait.
The ground war will probably be underway by the time you receive this letter, and all of us here will need every erg of light to survive the future battles, especially those Marines and soldiers who will lead the charge. It's in the nature of war that the toughest tasks usually fall on the shoulders of our youngest men. As every American generation before them, they will do their duty, the vast majority with determination and vigor, and our forces will be victorious, praise be God.
Permit me to relate the views and opinions of a Marine who's been in Saudi Arabia since 15 August 1990, serving as the Intelligence Officer of the 7th Marine Expeditionary Brigade (referred to as a MEB), and since the arrival of our senior command, the 1st Marine Expeditionary Force (MEF), in a variety of billets and duties in the Intelligence section. (I think the appropriate term is "Utility Infielder.")
There has been much ado in the press concerning our morale or lack of it. The day we arrived in Dhahran on Saudi Arabia's eastern coast (i.e., 15 August), the temperature reached 128 degrees F. and the humidity was near 80 percent. Even those of us from the California desert at 29 Palms were shocked. I must admit that the debilitating environmental conditions did little to raise our morale, although morale at that point was not a factor because we all arrived expecting to immediately go into combat.
To paraphrase Samuel Johnson, it's amazing how quickly and completely the prospect of engaging T-72 tanks focuses the mind and concentration. This did not occur and our Marines sat in the desert during September and October with little to do once the day's work and training were complete. Therefore they had plenty of time to participate in a time-honored military activity: grousing about everything. This type of verbalization of complaints acts as a catharsis. In fact, the only Marines you really worry about are those who become sullen and silent.
Unfortunately the press was here in abundance, and comments normally heard only in the chow line were splashed over national television. Suffice it to say that morale was never bad and since December when we all finally realized it would be war, it has gone sky high.
I think General Patton was correct in his observation that Americans, by and large, really do like to fight, especially in a just cause. Without exaggeration, one-half of your Marine Corps is in Saudi Arabia and almost the entire combat portion of it. The number of active duty and reserve members angling to get into the fray has been truly amazing. As has occurred since the Civil War, anyone connected with military in any capacity has "run to the sound of guns" looking to help. God bless them all.
Turning to the Iraqis, as a foe they are quite a mixed bag. To quote Antony Sutton, sort of, "the second-best enemy money could buy." As you all know, almost all their equipment is Soviet, Chinese, French or Brazilian. A good portion of their equipment is state-of-the-art: Mirage F-1 aircraft from France, T-72s from the USSR, the Astros multiple rocket launcher from Brazil (a particularly nasty weapon), chemical factories courtesy of Germany and France, artillery from the USSR and South Africa, etc., ad nauseam.
The blast-proof bunkers Saddam hides his jet aircraft in were built courtesy of the British. This sort of business has got to stop!!
I want those German engineers who built those chemical factories riding with the 7th Marines when they hit those Iraqi defenses. The Brotherhood has been teaching against this international arms bazaar for years and we of the American military now come face-to-face with the fruits of their labors. God protect us, please.
On the other hand, the ability of the Iraqis to use all this stuff against a determined, technologically superior (albeit outnumbered) foe is open to question. Their air force is no match for ours, as is obvious from the first 10 days of the campaign. Culturally, the Arabs don't accept the concept of "preventive maintenance" but prefer to use a piece of equipment until it breaks and then buy a new one. Therefore, much of their gear, especially the more technologically sophisticated, is in poor shape with degraded capability. On the other hand they have a lot of equipment.
Moreover, the morale of much of the Iraqi army is assessed as poor. I personally believe about 1/3-1/2 of their force will surrender after a brief exchange of gunfire. We continue to receive a steady, though small stream of Iraqi defectors daily, including officers. Once your officers begin quitting you know you have a problem. The potential exists for the Iraqi army to collapse. Pray for this please!
Our job is to hit them hard enough and fast enough to throw them off-balance and then to never let them regroup or regain their balance. I think we can do it. As Sun Tzu said, "Know the enemy and know yourself; in a hundred battles you will never be in peril." I don't believe the Iraqis "know us" like they should, let's hope not anyway.
Also helping the determination of our Marines, soldiers and pilots (and God bless the Air Force, Navy, Marine and Army pilots, they have performed superbly) is Saddam himself. No matter what he does, how he dresses or presents himself on TV, his evil nature exposes itself. It's amusing to view newstapes with a crowd of Marines. They'll watch silently until Saddam appears and then it's a chorus of "boos" and "hisses" with objects being thrown at the screen. Unlike Vietnam, there is no ambiguity here. It's obvious to all who is right and who is wrong. Added to Saddam's sinister image are the reports of the incredible tortures, violations and destruction the Iraqis perpetrated on Kuwait and its citizens. Murders, executions, raping of women, girls, boys and men by the thousands; mutilations as part of interrogation, etc., have left a deep impression on our Marines.
Some things are worth fighting for and the ending of this evil is one of them. I know that Saddam is part and parcel of America's karma, but on the other hand, we are part and parcel of his and I think he will come out the worse for it. As a nation, we could have ignored this mess and looked bravely in the other direction, but we chose to challenge this bozo and God-willing we'll soon be rid of him.
On another subject, has not the Patriot anti-missile missile performed terrifically! What a plug for Star Wars. If we can consistently shoot down high-velocity missiles which allow us only 5-10 minutes warning, think of how much better we can do against ICBMs which, if launched from another continent, give us much more time, relatively speaking. In today's computerized air-defense systems, 30 minutes is as good as all day for tracking and targeting purposes. Hopefully, the lobbyists for self-defense will combine with General Dynamics and Raytheon to push for a nationwide system.
God bless you all for your long support of this worthy endeavor. Especially thank Gene Vosseler! Let me reiterate that whether we know it or not, all of us going into harm's way thank you for your prayers of protection. I personally have no doubts about the outcome or my safe return to America. But modern warfare, even its so-called "conventional" aspect, is incredibly destructive and should I suddenly find myself on the other side with an angel tapping me on the shoulder, my only regrets would be not seeing again in the physical my wonderful and beautiful wife, L'Adra, and sharing the community of Light that exists with all of you at the Brotherhood's table.
Feel free, Mrs. Prophet, to share this with the community as you see fit and even with our detractors in the Livingston-Bozeman area, if you desire. My special regards to Erin and Michael and all the former Marines and military vets of the community.
I am writing to thank beloved El Morya and beloved Mother for saving my life. I also hope my story will encourage all of my sisters on the Path to get regular medical examinations as a means of early detection of cancer or other serious illness.
I have endured an eight-and-a-half year battle with endometriosis. This is a disease of the female reproductive organs that is extremely painful and has been associated with infertility. I followed every prescribed protocol to cure or diminish this disease, including strong hormonal drugs, two laparotomies (major abdominal surgery) and seven laparoscopies, strict diets (including the macrobiotic diet), homeopathy, vitamin and mineral therapies, and just about every home remedy or "natural" alternative I could find.
In February 1987, I was scheduled for yet another laser laparoscopy to remove as much of the disease as possible and hopefully alleviate my pain. The doctor would also perform a D&C to try to remedy a very serious bleeding problem I was having. I telephoned Mother to tell her about the surgery and she made a powerful call for me, which filled me with hope and courage.
The surgery went smoothly and I came home. A few days later my doctor called me and asked me to come to his office. I went right away and the doctor informed me that my biopsy showed cancerous cells in my cervix. He also confessed that he didn't believe the pathologist's report and had fought with him for three days about it because he performed a D&C on me, which took tissue from the uterus not the cervix. I had just had a Pap test two weeks before the surgery and it was fine. The pathologist finally threatened my doctor and said if he wouldn't call me the pathologist would.
The doctor performed another test that afternoon, which confirmed the diagnosis and within days I was back in the hospital for another laser laparoscopy and a cone biopsy to remove the cancerous cells. God be praised, the doctor removed all of the areas with abnormal cells and I was OK. His only explanation was that he must have "accidentally" nicked my cervix as he was performing the D&C and that the pathologist was sharp enough to pick up on what it was.
I know it was no accident but attribute this discovery directly to Mother's fiery call for me. The miracle of it all is that cervical cancer is the easiest cancer to cure if it is discovered and taken care of in its earliest stages. I became sorrowfully aware of this when my dear friend passed away from the cervical cancer she chose to ignore - at the age of 33. Had my doctor's "accident" not occurred, my cervical cancer would have gone on undetected and I can only guess at what may have been the result.
(According to the American Cancer Society, a Pap test "is 80 to 90 percent accurate in detecting cervical cancer. Extensive use of the Pap test by women who do not have symptoms has greatly reduced the death rate from cervical cancer by discovering very early cancers and even precancerous changes. The American Cancer Society recommends that all women who are, or who have been, sexually active or have reached age 18, should have an annual Pap test and pelvic exam." For more information or questions about any type of cancer, call the American Cancer Society toll free: 1-800-ACS-2345.)
For the next four years I continued to battle with the endometriosis that, no matter what I tried, kept coming back with a virulence. The pain increased as did the bleeding, and it was normal for me to have excruciatingly painful menstrual cycles that lasted 15 days (or more) out of every month.
Since I knew I had tried everything possible to conquer the disease, I came to a state of resignation whereby I felt I deserved this pain for something terrible I had done somewhere in a past life or lives and was doomed to suffer through it. I did not realize how fatigued I was becoming, how unproductive, how withdrawn.
By the grace of God, a conversation with Mother prompted me to apply to the altar, to El Morya, for counsel regarding my problem. The love and tenderness in his response was tangible, and based upon his counsel I decided to have a hysterectomy. It was painful and debilitating for a short time but the sense of liberation and new strength that filled my being made it all worthwhile.
My surgeon told me that my uterus was filled with fibroids inside and out, that one ovary had atrophied, and that the invasion of the endometriosis was extensive. She said I should have had the hysterectomy 8 years ago. It was surely no great loss to have these nonfunctioning organs removed, especially knowing that in such a degenerative state other serious complications could have arisen in the future.
I was reminded of Jesus' statement in Matthew 5:29, 30, "And if thine right eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee. ... And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee."
A few days before my decision to go ahead with the surgery, Mother stated in King Arthur's Court one evening, "I want to make sure that you all understand that you are worth more on earth than you are in heaven. And you know that billboard Mark and I saw in the early 60s - it was an ad for people to avoid traffic accidents which said, 'An angel in heaven is nobody in particular.' In other words, you're important down here. So keep up on your health and don't be afraid to sacrifice something of your body if you have to in order to stay on earth."
I felt the message was spoken specifically for me. My final confirmation came while restudying Gautama Buddha's New Year's Eve address from December 31, 1989: "Sometimes it is necessary to excise something of the self, [whether of the body, the mind or the spirit,] in order to move on in the cycles of the renewal of everlasting Life."
When I was 18 years old, I found a lump in my left breast that grew rapidly, and my doctor put me in the hospital right away to have it removed. He told my mother privately that he felt certain it was cancer. Thank God the tumor turned out to be benign, but I was cautioned to be vigilant about checking myself as well as getting regular breast exams from a doctor and annual mammograms after the age of 35.
I have done this because I feel it is important for me to remain in embodiment as long as I can to balance my karma, and if that means dealing with the karma of an afflicted physical body, so be it. I am not overly concerned about my physical health but I do take the sensible precautions to keep my body as strong as I can. With the return of our karma physically in the April 23 syndrome, it makes sense to me that everyone should do whatever is necessary to maintain a fitting temple of the Holy Spirit.
Which brings me to a very sad story. Several years ago, a young woman (who happened to be a medical doctor) discovered a lump the size of a pea in her breast. Both her mother and her aunt had had breast cancer but after having mastectomies were leading normal lives. This student of the Ascended Masters decided that she would cure the cancer herself with alternative methods of natural healing. When Mother found out what she was doing, she advised her to seek medical advice and have surgery if it was deemed necessary. Unfortunately, the young woman opted to handle the situation her own way and she passed on within two years.
(The American Cancer Society recommends that all women over the age of 20 examine their breasts once a month. Women under 40 should have a clinical breast exam performed by a doctor at least every three years, and a baseline [initial] mammogram between the ages of 35 to 39. Women between 40 and 49 should have an annual breast exam by a doctor and a mammogram every 1-2 years, while women over 50 are recommended to have annual breast exams and annual mammograms.
(The American Cancer Society also states that "recent improvements have reduced the amount of radiation necessary for high quality mammograms. Your doctor will discuss the benefits - the radiation risk is so low today as to be unimportant.")
I offer you, beloved El Morya and beloved Mother, my eternal gratitude for saving my life. In return I can only give my life back to you - a lifetime of loving, joyous service and a commitment to strive to put on my Christhood daily that more Light may be anchored in the earth for the cutting free of all Lightbearers to find the precious Teachings of the Ascended Masters and the true path to their ascension.
I am writing to witness to the living truth of the Teachings you give us. The example I desire to share is about the Healing Thoughtform released by Archangel Raphael on March 28, 1964, and the Healing Matrix given by Archangel Raphael on June 29, 1988.15
Ever since we were given Archangel Raphael's Healing Matrix and the invocation to call it forth,16 I have used it almost on a daily basis. Some weeks I make this call three times each morning before I go off to work. Without fail when I do this I experience the presence of this thoughtform during the day.
I am a clinical psychologist and have had the privilege of serving children, adolescents and their families for about 25 years. I love the work and people with whom I work. It's a true blessing. And it's a blessing to watch God at work! I have seen this Healing Matrix suddenly, quietly, appear over patients at a critical moment in therapy. And I have seen that it is at this moment that a dramatic change in the course of the person's life has taken place. That is, a dramatic change for improvement has occurred.
I observed an example of this in working with an individual who had had a history of being physically assaultive to others. She was again having problems with this. She had made her way to psychiatric hospitalization. She was also on the verge of a prison experience. I was almost ready to recommend this to the court. The court (or probation) was ready to act.
I had been praying for her. I remember one morning particularly thinking of her as I gave the call for the Healing Matrix. That day I did see her in therapy. I knew that this was her day to "make it or break it" with regard to staying out from "behind bars." As we worked I saw the Healing Thoughtform descend upon her. At the precise moment that this thoughtform descended this patient made the decision not to assault again. This was two years ago. To my knowledge she has not assaulted anyone since.
I have long known that skill and love are two basic ingredients to successful treatment. Perhaps it's called skillful love. It is my labor of love. And I witness to the fact that when we call upon the Ascended Masters and use the keys they give us, the results are indeed profound!
I am grateful to God and the Ascended Masters for their love and for the knowledge of the healing love that is so practical in our lives today. And I am grateful to you Mother for your patient and healing love in my life.
With devotion and love, your chela