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I stand upon the place where Alpha has stood. And so you should also. To be in the record of the aura of a saint or the Mighty One is to absorb and reabsorb Light's essential purpose.
For this reason devotees of the will of God meditate upon the perfect light of the aura and the halo of Christ. For in that dimension of the mind of God, there is contact through the Wayshower of the invincible freedom that one day shall be bequeathed to the soul who exercises right dominion in these octaves.
I come as the Father of the messengers - and your own, if you will allow me. Call me Bapu, if you will - 'Little Father' - that I might not displace the role, nor of the All-Father, nor of the Great Guru Sanat Kumara. Receive me as Father, that I might sponsor you and also displace in your lives many impostors who have positioned themselves in flesh, role playing - and badly at that - the office of our heavenly Father.
Be comforted, then, in the understanding that wherever there is an impostor standing in the place of Alpha, standing in the position of Lord Gautama Buddha, one of us is always available to clear the air - to manifest the tender love of our Father which we, as his sons, have entered into in the fullness that the ascension affords.
I have listened to our messenger's discussion of my report.1 And I have watched as you have gained greater understanding of what we speak of when we speak of criticism, condemnation, and judgment. This afternoon she will deliver to you yet another lecture, directed by Kuan Yin, on the nature of that form of condemnation which comes under the heading of `imperil'.2 And soon you will have another plume of illumination concerning worldwide forces of anti-Life.
Realize, then, that the image of Father in sternness and wrath, un-understanding, and a certain remoteness from life or even from family is not the truth - not of my own being nor of Alpha.
Surely the tenderness of our Father needs extolling when we have come into the cloister of the heart of the nun and therefore discover the holiness of her communion. It is not the communion of the fallen ones who falsely report the anger of God, his banishment of his own to the depths of hell, or all of the doctrine that has effectively removed the presence of Father even from church theology.
Let us contemplate the sweetness of our Father that has all of the capacity to release the white fire in defense of the most tender violet, that has all of the lightning and the thunder to separate the octaves, and yet the most tender touch of love that assures each soul making his way on the path of life - sometimes plodding and sometimes prodding others to move faster, depending on the position of burdens of light and darkness.
This tenderness, then, be with you in the hour when I draw to my heart, in the true sense of the divine family, all who have been a part of my thrust for a purpose for aeons and aeons of service to Life.
The close circle of my family, lived in East and West, I call home. And the larger circle of my family who count as chelas of the sacred fire I also call home. I would make you my own sons and daughters. I would show you at the Inner Retreat - where I trust we shall meet - teachings and mysteries of Life that are for those who have passed beyond the initiations of human pride and spiritual pride, human stubbornness of that stiffnecked generation that has come out from the yoke of their own karma, that has decided to be the regeneration of Light and Light's perfection.
Circles of chelas who are entitled to have the mysteries of the sacred fire must gather. And for the gathering, there must be the gathering place - the right vibration and the right spiritual as well as physical climate and environment.
The gratitude which I have penned to you in my letter of this week3 goes beyond the boundaries of the word and must be expressed to you in many, many ways. As Kuthumi and I with Djwal Kul have contemplated the possibilities, we cherish most the onward and upward movement of aspiring chelas, the personal contact, the protective forcefield where happiness is the entering in to that close association that Gautama Buddha can and shall afford those who can make the physical trek on occasions - for seminars and retreats - to the land he has consecrated,4 to the ivory castle, to the inner etheric city, to the memory of the first fountain of light that was Shamballa.
If I sound soft in my speech, it is because I am in a contemplative mode, musing upon the hearts of all of you - your strivings, your incarnations, your experiences expressing valor, courage, faith, charity to all. I know these moments; for I am, you might say, a history buff. I enjoy reading the history of your lifestreams. I enjoy picking the forget-me-nots from the fields, separating them from the weeds that have also grown in those days of infamy that are to be no more.
Thus, I gather the flowers of the best fruits of your own life's offering. And when you see the joy upon Mother's face in greeting you here at Camelot or any place, it is my joy and my smile as I look upon you and remember moments when your soul has risen to the point of the peak of the fountain of expression, transcending itself and delivering to the world a permanent record of your own heart's charity.
Again and again, these jeweled offerings of your incarnations have brought together a crystal mosaic of a life pattern. When I contemplate these victories, I know each one can come again and also multiply our presence in your midst.
As we file before this Altar of Invocation, we of the ascended hosts deliver a light that each one of you then multiplies by the unique character of your own Christhood. Your very presence here, your assent to our coming, your loving attention creates the arc whereby that which we deliver to you is uniquely multiplied for the increase of the magnitude of your Star of Being. And as chelas, you send back to us your multiplication of the 'talent' we lay upon your heart.5 And therefore, we in the office of Guru also increase in magnitude and together we become a galaxy of light that all of us will one day lay at the feet of beloved Alpha. And from all of this collective round, this manvantara, we will say to him:
This is our increase.
This is our offering.
This is the distillation of holy purpose!
Take it, O beloved Alpha.
And let the Great Inbreath
Seal it in thy heart
Until our next going forth
From out the white fire core of Holy Cosmos.
It is indeed harvest time. And I am chosen, how gladly, to contemplate the harvest of good fruit rather than the "fleurs du mal." Therefore, I leave to Saint Germain his discourse on the world harvest that is yet to come,6 while I tenderly enfold you in the nearness that truly is the safety, the inner assurance, and the security of our bands on earth.
Tender moments you spend with me in Darjeeling become the very essence of courage and your going forth into harsh conditions as well as the great challenges that beset you as you continually thrust into this planetary body greater and greater intensity of light.
I am well pleased with your stand for God, for me, for our messenger. I am well pleased that the onslaughts of the fallen ones have not moved you. For you have also been tested. And if you know your history, you know that Yahweh has always used foreign powers and alien beings to test the will, the fervor, the mettle of the seed of Sanat Kumara.
Thus, we understand how to position the pilasters. We understand how to position the pillars in the temple of God. We understand those strengths that can withstand great weights; and we understand how others must not be given so great a weight, for the building would collapse were we to lay foundation with the untested souls or those who in the midst of test do not endure the onslaughts of life.
Commeasurement gives to you, in this hour, the sense that all that comes to you in the 360 degrees of the circle of your being must come at these 360 angles to your own Christ consciousness to test the strength as well as the weaknesses of your own Christ emanation.
When you meet victoriously the sign of friend or foe, light or darkness - there is a strength, there is a widening of the total circle of being. And you find that the same test need not be repeated, and you have actually transcended a plane and gone on to new worlds to conquer.
When you think about it, there are certain conditions upon earth today that trouble many hearts and lifewaves which you yourselves never encounter. In many instances, it is because of the past mastery of your soul in previous incarnations. In other instances, the test is the sign of the future, and you are given the opportunity to see how others meet those tests for the hour when you yourself must give accounting as to your own strength.
The perspective of life as a schoolroom and all things to be dealt with as measures of the individual integrity will allow you to make swift progress - and to see in weeks and months and short years a considerable degree of self-mastery of the 'undifferentiated suchness' of the Buddha,7 of the entering into a certain level of consciousness that contains the God-desire to move mountains - and therefore will move mountains! - and yet remain supremely unattached and therefore not connected to the astral stumbling blocks that, as grains of sand or pebbles beneath your feet, would (if you would allow them) prevent you from moving great mountains of light as well as adversity.
Let not the grains of sand disturb you from your flight. Let not the grains of sand produce that irritation which manifests as imperil. Let us consider the grain of sand as the cornerstone of victory. Let us consider the grain of sand, a single one, as capable of causing your defeat only if you allow it to do so. It is the proverbial making of a mountain out of a molehill. Many a path has been lost for an entire incarnation because of the single grain of sand. Correspondingly, great causal bodies of Light have also been created as the single grain of sand is the nucleus of Alpha and Omega.
It is good to be philosophical in those very hours when the acceleration of light and God's power entrusted to your care hangs heavy - to pause for a moment to contemplate all that has gone before and all that is to come as you are rocked in the cradle of the Cosmic Virgin's opportunity to give birth to new sons of deliverance.
The stability of our movement is the stability of hearts aflame with love.
This is a spiral of pilgrims mounting the mountain! And, you know, for a time there is a thinning of the spiral until it is completed and every turn upon the mountain is occupied by a Christed One. And one day the whole mountain and the spiraling of pilgrims becomes aglow with fire! And there is a roaring within the earth, there is a movement, and there is a great light that is emitted from their hearts. It is then that all of the people in the valley look up for the sound of the thunder and the movement and the brilliant light. It is then that a new dispensation of two thousand years, the new avatara, and all that has been proclaimed becomes the new religion of the age.
It is at that moment of magnification, of the maximum release, that there is the drawing of a planetary body and evolution into the new light and the new consciousness. All that you do is preparation for this moment when there is the turning of worlds.
Devils Slide, renamed Angels' Ascent, is our focus at the Inner Retreat of The Summit Lighthouse and of the spiraling formation kept now in the etheric octave by angels in white bearing candles aflame.8 They do keep this victory vigil - and you will feel it as you approach the land. It is for that spiraling of the pilgrims that many have dreamed of, whose archetypal matrix is a part of the planetary body. Though it be not the place where the actual physical spiral shall take place, it is the etheric matrix for the drawing of the pilgrims who are a part of the assembly of the components of the capstone.9
The Emerald Matrix is set. The marriage of the Lamb is come.10 And your soul is caught up in the bridal garment of your own anointing and communion with your Christ Self.
I desire that you should meditate upon this ritual and initiation which Lord Gautama and Lord Jesus have given to you in this year in the hour of Wesak and the celebration of Jesus' ascension.11 For it is not good that you only contemplate the entering into and the assimilation with your Christ Self, but that you accept it as done and as sealed. For it is only condemnation of the world or self-belittlement that tells you you have not arrived at the portal of the Lamb! It is only condemnation creating procrastination that tells you you are among the wise virgins keeping the flame but the Bridegroom has not come and is not coming soon, for you are not ready.12
Let us draw the line! Let us remember that I have said the past is prologue - that Alpha has said it is a new era.13 Will you not accept the will of God that proclaims your union with your own Christ Self? Will you not realize that the saints who longed for this union did not have the violet flame - did not live in an age of such intense acceleration sponsored by Saint Germain and Mother Mary and Portia and the archangels?
Therefore to hesitate to step in to the holy union of your own God Presence is surely an act of human will and even deceit of the carnal mind practiced upon your own soul. Surely it is a denial of your own Great God Self, of the Presence of the Father who sponsors this union.
Be not beset by the condemnation that tells you if you make a mistake or misqualify energy or do something wrong that your Christ Self has cast you down and cast you out and rejected you as unacceptable! You have an ongoing relationship with God - if you will accept it. And when you do not, it is the greatest travesty that has ever occurred in all of human history!
Contemplate this mystery. Remember that Archangel Michael has declared, over and again, "I AM for the Union!" - and it is the union of your soul with the Lamb who is Christ the LORD of your temple, the Lamb who is Sanat Kumara. In this perfect union you are also wed to the Mother. You also have the fusion with her heart, for there is agreement of cosmic purpose and there is love.
Love must be defended. Any brittleness or rigidity in your personal outlook denotes extreme levels of fear in your own subconscious.
This entire community worldwide is ready for the journey to the sun - is ready for an acceleration into etheric dimensions. The violet flame and the blue lightning of God's love is our offering, as we offer it to you, for the clearing of the condemnation of the gift of love. All that is left, then, is your initiations under Chamuel and Charity for the defense of perfect love in your very midst and the realization that wherever it is not, there is not the cohesive power to hold together our body of world servers.
Truly it is the Holy Spirit that binds together all members of the Great White Brotherhood in all octaves, worlds without end. Let us not allow the enemies of the Light, the misuse of the press, the false report of the false witness to deter us from the love of God in Christ Jesus.
There is an hour of crucifixion. There is an hour of persecution. But there is a resurrection. It is at the point of the resurrection, not only of the individual messenger but of all members of the community, that the world finally acclaims the Light that is resident within it. They do not perceive God through these initiations in which all the sons and daughters must pass. But when the victory is finally forged and won, when there is a glow on the mountain, when Christ steps forth from the tomb - then there is acceptance.
Thus, the dictations have told you it is the hour of the Mother's crucifixion.14 And she is where she most loves to be - that is in your heart. And it is also a security and a sense of love and being loved to be within the heart of the chela during the hours of this initiation.
The prophecy is that the resurrection will come. And this is the moment when each one of you, together with all of us who have gone before and with the messenger, will indeed step forth from the tomb of world condemnation. And that Light precipitating out, manifesting the eternal threefold flame, will be for the conviction of all souls who also have that threefold flame. It will be for the judgment of those who deny it - but they will not be able to undo it or to turn it back.
When you are students of history, of the lives of the avatars, you understand where you are on the spiral spiraling up the mountain. You understand victory and you understand adversity. And you take all of this philosophically - not losing your guard in the hour of victory, not being bowed down by the usual waves that move against the ship of life.
Let us chart our course according to the courses that have been charted. Let us move onward together, expecting that the cycles of history of the saints shall repeat themselves and that it is our opportunity in the violet flame to see that when the cycles of history are repeated that something more is also added - our free will, our input, our dynamic decree, our exuberance, and the collective momentum of our victory! This is how we change the course of history! And in so changing its recyclings, we transmute the path of the past.
I have directed the messenger to review the incarnations of our own Mark.15 It is for your understanding of these very cycles of history in the life of one. It is for your own compassion with yourself as you must go through similar episodes. It is also for your realization that condemnation does not stem merely from the present, but that you now stand to conquer the entire momentum of condemnation that has ever been placed upon your life in all previous incarnations. And though you may balance all of your karma, you must realize that the records of that condemnation still reside in those who have not balanced their karma. This is an added weight with which you must deal.
History as well as historians may condemn figures. And thus they stand judged and condemned by the pens of serpents who judge and write. And future generations may never appreciate the Light that has been manifest nor the fact that our Father tenderly forgives his own and that the soul has surely atoned for those sins long, long ago.
It is time to consider the great Light. It is time to consider the meaning of bearing it in a darkened world that must also be turned to Light.
I seal you in the light of my heart and my momentum of victory over every foe of condemnation, because I would like you to know and to feel the aura and the presence of my heart as I have stood face-to-face and nose-to-nose with the fallen ones not giving an inch! - not retreating. I would like you to have the commeasurement of my own lifestream and my own momentum of overcoming.
It is as it has been said: You come to a place in life where you have been stepped on once too many times. And in that moment, you suddenly look back to all previous occasions when you have been the doormat of world, collective, and individual condemnation. And suddenly you realize that it is no one's fault but your own. You did not have to make yourself a doormat for world energies. And you thrust forth, and you extend the will, and you say to the proud wave: "Thus far and no farther."
This is the seed of attainment. This is the sign of those who have gotten the victory over the beast.16 Thus, in the crucible of life are born those decisions of God-determination to have and to hold a greater God-freedom.
Sons and daughters of Light, be emboldened! For you are winning!
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NOTE: This dictation by El Morya was delivered to the Messenger Elizabeth Clare Prophet during Sine Wave to the Sun: A Retreat to the Inner Self, October 10, 1981, at Camelot; cassettes B8170, B8171.