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Now we approach the advent of the incarnation of the Word. "And the Word was made flesh and dwelt among us (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father), full of grace and truth."1
I will always remember the moment of his appearing, when Joseph and I welcomed the child Jesus, and the very first time I held him in my arms, his eyes bright as the stars out of which he descended. And I uttered a prayer unto God: "Blessed be thou, O Lord, Maker of heaven and earth, who hast ordained the coming of thy Self into form for the redemption of mankind, that through the grace and forgiveness of the law all might come to know the true nature of selfhood as this Christed One and that all might be baptized in preparation for the return to the center of thy law in the Holy of Holies."
And I was aware that in my arms I held the incarnation of God even as I felt myself one with the motherhood of God cradling an infant humanity. For in this child, this gift from God's own heart, was living proof of that which all mankind might one day become. And I remembered the words of Eve, "I have gotten a man from the Lord."2 I thought about the many daughters of Israel who had been waiting with anticipation for the coming of Messias,3 the one promised who would be the King of Kings and Lord of Lords4 and the Savior of a mighty people and a mighty nation.
The motherhood of God is an eternal mystery and a sacred privilege given to all who embody on the feminine ray. In this hour of the condemnation of the Christ, the Bethlehem babe, and of child-man aborning in the womb of time and space, I come forth to proclaim the eternal Christ Mass. For I would speak to every mother with child. I would draw you close to my heart and impart to you the mantle - which is indeed the momentum - of my experience as I carried the blessed Lord in my womb.
The glory of my communion with the Holy Ghost, with the light of the Father and of the Son, was indeed for the merging of the energies of the Sacred Trinity and their fusion with the Mother flame that culminates in the Mater-realization of the Word. And so the mystery of motherhood is in the special talent that God has given to the soul of woman to distill the factors of the Holy Trinity and to be the focal point for the meshing of the threads and forcefields of Spirit with the Matter principle.
The incarnation of the Word has indeed been a mystery for many among mankind who have not been able to comprehend how God as a Spirit could come forth in flesh and blood. Just as "it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God,"5 so it is sometimes difficult for those whose mental development excels to understand the logic of the mystery of the eternal Spirit igniting the spark of life and meshing with the clay vessel of Matter-form. But for others, their acceptance of this principle of life remains a part of their common acceptance of the wonders and miracles of the Creator wrought not only in the life of Jesus, but also in the lives of the many saints and sages who have walked the earth both before and after his mission.
May I say, then, to those of you who understand the weavings of the threads of the form and the formless, that Spirit and Matter as Father-Mother principle, as the positive and negative polarity of being, commingle in and as the warp and woof of the whole of creation. Be it also known that the Matter which you observe has indeed other facets, other dimensions, and other frequencies which you have not yet experienced. These are, as it were, the exalted manifestation of the weavings of the Cosmic Virgin outpictured through Omega - even the balancing factor of Spirit in what you have hitherto referred to as the planes of Spirit. And so, you see, the exaltation of motherhood as the materialization of Spirit occurs in each succeeding level of God Self-awareness all the way back to the great central sun and beyond.
It was then my supreme joy to magnify the Lord within my soul. And my own beloved Raphael showed me how the womb of the mother is a vaulted sepulcher where the soul is clothed upon through the converging of the energies of Spirit and Matter with layer upon layer of substance formed out of Spirit's essence that is for the soul's expression in the octaves of earth.
Therefore, in my visualizations for the birth of the Manchild, I saw the baby Jesus involuted in the heart-shaped matrix of God's own heart, swimming in the eternal sea of God's consciousness, each day absorbing more and more of the fragments of his love. And the elements and nutrients provided by Mother Nature were for the coalescing in the four lower bodies of the one hundred and forty-four elements that are the balanced expression of the twelve hierarchies of the sun in Mater. I visualized every particle, every cell and atom and molecule, as imbued with the Holy Spirit, having a sacred sun center like unto the flame that burned within my heart, like unto the center of the Presence of the Flaming One, the I AM THAT I AM.
Above all, as the God and Goddess Meru had taught me at inner levels in the temple at Lake Titicaca, I knew that to preserve Mater as a holy habitation of the Lord, to preserve Mater from the mechanical doctrines of the Luciferians, I must practice the ritual of endowing life in form with the sacred quality of grace, love, and joy. As it is written on the temple wall, "To the pure all things are pure; to the holy all things are holy."6 And so in my first lessons there, the beloved Lady Meru showed me that the most sacred gift of motherhood and of the Mother flame that abides in both male and female is this ability to endow the material creation with life and light and love. And this is accomplished consciously by extending the fire from the heart - the fire that coalesces in mind as the immaculate concept - to every aspect of the creation.
This is indeed the transforming power of the mother: her ability to see beauty in her children, and in seeing that beauty, to seal that beauty in her little ones by the action of the flow of the heart chakra. This is the meaning of holding the immaculate concept for all life, and this is where motherhood begins. It is a love that wells up within the heart that makes up the difference between the shortcomings of the children and the perfection of the Christ Self of each one. That gap between present imperfections and future attainment is always filled in by the love of the mother's heart.
Without that love, there is the proverbial criticism and the endless analysis which human beings make of one another that destroys the very fabric of the soul's evolution just as surely as the tearing of the petals of the rose one by one destroys the matrix of the floral offering. Yes, without the love of the mother, mankind not only behold imperfection, but they ratify that imperfection and make it the law of a man's being from which, in their minds, he can never escape. Alas, they are unable to equate present potential with future realization. Simply put, without the Mother flame manifest as a holy science, as truth, and as law, mankind could not even accept the potential of the acorn to become the oak tree.
Therefore, you who would be mothers of the world, you who are presently mothers caring for a family must understand that those who look to you with trust and with confidence will attain only that which you allow them to attain by the largesse of your heart's immaculate vision and the intuitive faculties of your soul that does indeed magnify the law of the Lord as the threefold Christed potential of every child of God.
I shall continue next week to give to you some of the visualizations and meditations taught to me by angels and masters for the preparation of the coming of the Lord.